I could hear the engines of that car
And it sounded like thunder and rumbling
I could feel the heaviness of my heart
And it hurt like daggers and lightning
I could hear the teenagers shrieks
Full of joy and release
I can feel the distance between us
Growing with ease
I could here the loved ones voices
With warmth and a wet sticky kiss
That will never be placed on my cheeks
Because I am nothing to them, not missed
Thinking of you creates a void in my world
Keeping you is something I shouldn't hold
But with every thought and memory
Millions like the hairs on my head
You completely take over me again
Putting my mind to bed
How could I be so I love with someone
That makes me feel like a disease
Incurable disgusting unwanted
Each day you make my heart bleed
But as the voices of the outside world become more loud in my present
I reach reality again... But I'm full of resent
So I'll go to my home and open the door
Smiling yet filled with grief
Because behind my curved lips you and I both know
Our love was just a stupid belief.
