Why me?

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I was on my bed, as usually. Tears were cascading from my face and were running faster than anything.
I just wish I had a normal life, a supportive mum,money- I just wanted to be happy.
My name is Miracle, and I'm 14 and I live with my mum, dad and my siblings.
My mum suffers from mental problems, but she refuses to admit it and seek professional help so therefore we can't help her to ease the symptoms. She is constantly aggressive, fights with everyone, believes that everyone is making fun of her...this has ruined my life. Because of this people don't want to associate with me or the rest of my family because they believe that we are all like her.
My dad will soon divorce from my mum and that's when I will feel really lonely. No one is able to help, there are days were I look up and Ask God when will my suffering end. I ask myself why is God allowing all of this to go on? When are you going to answer my prayers?
Is there a God? Because I surely don't deserve to suffer like this. On top of that I suffer from IBS and constant heartburn. My brother dropped out of school and he is now in jail,my older sister left the house when she was 18 and I never heard from her again and I don't talk to my little sister because she annoys me.
Perfect family isn't it?

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 23, 2020 ⏰

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