Birdy

Ch.6 The real world

She was buried next to her grandmother. The funeral was rather odd. There weren't many people. The people that were there were from the hospital. I was glad to see them. They looked so healthy. Just like me. 

My house didn't change much. And sadly neither did my family. The first day I got home my mother was treating me like a princess. I kinda liked it, it made me feel special. But that didnt last very long. It went back to being my ordinary dull life. I went back to school a week after since my mom and dad gave me a week to "settle in". School was the same. I still hated it. They asked me were I was at. They started saying jail since I was trying to be a "bad girl". I didn't tell them where I was, I ignored them just like Vanessa said. 

I once thought that I was starting to fit in. I got asked out. Not just by anyone though. I got asked out by Blake. He was new to the school. He wasn't totally popular, but he wasn't a geek either. He was sorta inbetween. I like the inbetween guys cause they aren't a show off and they don't always talk about school and work and good grades. All which were things that I hated. He was cool. He talked to everyone and treated everyone the same. He also had a kind heart. I didn't care if they were ugly or handsome, I just cared about their personality. 

Blake and me dated for a good month before things turned upside down. It turned out that he was with Angelica since day one. That he was using me only to get information. That way they could torture me even more. When I found out that he told everyone I went to the hospital I almost died. How could he have done that to me. I truly believed him and he just lost all my trust. I wasn't sure what to do. That night I kept rereading Vanessa's letter. I would do anything if she would be here with me. I really just need someone right now. Someone to help me. 

I went to school the next day. That was the worst decision ever. I got tormented. They physically bulied me. They took me to a alley hind the school and attacked me. I was bleeding from my mouth and my nose. I didn't know how long they hit me for. But I just know it was long enough for them to get bored of me. I woke up the next day the same place they had left me. I felt dead. At that point I wished I was. I got up and skipped school. If the cops found me they would take me back to the hospital and that was the last place I wanted to be. I couldn't go back there after what had happened with Vanessa. I can't even think that my only best friend I had ever had died. She just took her life away. I knew I could never be that strong to do that. Having a life is precious and you should worship it, don't give it all away because of some people that bully you. They will get their payback one day. Just don't take your life cause if you do it seems as if they have won.