Hold you down

26

Diamond*

"Baby me, kulture, brim, and shooter going to the fair you wanna go" I asked "nah I'm good" He said not even looking at me. "Lamont why you neva wanna go nowhere with me no more and don't say it's because I left because everybody found a way to understand that I needed time alone except you. You can't hold that against me forever" I said. "Diamond I said I don't wanna go you starting to piss me off" He said "why you don't wanna spend time together anymore" I asked "cause I don't" He said nonchalantly. I felt a couple of tears fall. Why is he being so mean. I walked into kultures room and she smiled and walked to me. I gave her a hug and began to cry. The only reason I left is because I had a lot of stress. I put her clothes on and went to put my outfit on. I grabbed kulture and walked her downstairs. I grabbed her stroller and put it in trunk. I walked back in the house and kulture was in her daddy's hands. I grabbed her. "I love you Lamont" I said and he looked at me. "Yea love you to" I just looked at him. "What Diamond" He said "you said that like you ain't mean it" I said and he got up and walked to the kitchen completely ignoring what I just said. I walked outside and put kulture in the car. I called brim and told her to head that way. 30 minutes later we made it to the fair. I decided not to take the stroller cause they said we can take turns holding her. We where walking around and looking at stuff to play. "Bubba you know whats wrong with Lamont he's being really mean and he never wanna spend time together" I asked shooter "he probably still mad that you left but he been talking to bully lately and even though bully's my homie  bully aint shit so ain't no telling what he got Lamont doing" He said as I just looked down. We played some games and I won kulture so bears and stuff and we got on a couple of rides. After we decided to go get something to eat. When we where done it was mad late so we went our separate ways and I went home. When I got there Lamont wasn't here. Kulture was half asleep so I gave her a quick bath and put her pajamas on. I sat in the bed and rocked her to sleep because she doesn't know how to fall asleep on her own if I just put her in the crib. I seen she was sleep so I went to put her bed. I walked back in my room and took a quick shower and put my pajamas on.
I turned the tv on and sat Criss cross in my bed. I went through my call log and face timed August.

A:Wyd
D:nun watching TV wyd
A:shii same. When you coming back to new Orleans
D:soon and I'll bring kulture this time.
"Who is that" Lamont said walking in "nobody" I said
D:I'll call you tomorrow love you 
I ended the call.

"Who was that" He asked in a stern voice "i said nobody Lamont" I said and herd kulture crying. I got up and went in her room and put her back to sleep. I walked back the room and Lamont was holding my phone. "So that was yo pookie" He asked and I just looked at him "who tf is August" He yelled "nunya business give me my phone back" I yelled "u ain't getting shit till you tell me who he is" He yelled I walked up to him to get it and he threw it on the wall. "My phone" I yelled. "Lamont wtf is wrong with you, he's my childhood bestfriend and his brother died and my grandma and he was just checking on me. Why are you being so mean to me Lamont" I yelled with tears coming out and he walked up to me and gave me a hug. "Look diamond ion wanna do this no more all I do is hurt you. So we needa give each other sometime apart" And with that he took his wedding band off and sat it on the counter then he walked out. I went to pick my phone up and thank God it wasn't cracked. I went and grabbed my baby and we laid in the bed. She eventually fell back asleep. I just cried and cried.

-Nayah🌻🍯