Way to Sick for School

Depression

*Sorry about that last chapter i didnt want to extend it into a few parts so i tried to rush it a bit x.x*

you wake up not hungry, you keep your headphones in, and walk down to breakfast not bothering to check your D.D.D. unless its to change the song or restart it, you sit down at the table and remove on earbud so you can listen to whats going on around you

"MC, you know you have that appointment today, no getting out of it" Lucifer says looking at you

you just nod and keep playing with your food, tears threatning to spill from your eyes, its finally hitting you all at once, you push your plate over to beel and give him a fake smile before you get up and head off to class putting you earbud back in so you dont have to listen anymore before you cry

You manage to make it to RAD eyes red and puffy, tears uncontrolable at this point you didnt care anymore, you bumbed into someone making you fall back and you notice it was Lord Diavolo

"Ah MC, are you ok?" he helps you up and notices you crying

"Here come in here" he brings you into the council room making sure no one is around

"Whats going on?" he asks 

"I give up....." Thats all you say as you walk out of the council room ignoring him calling after you

you go to class and just do your work, spacing out completly the teacher catches your attention 

"MC, Lucifer and Diavolo would like to see you" you nod and get up grabbing your stuff

you walk out of class but have no intention on seeing them but you feel a firm hand grab your arm and pulls you into the council room anyways theres no mistake who the gloved hand belongs to

"MC...." he leans in and gives you a giant hug

"MC about earlier....what do you mean you give up..." Diavolo ask

you look down, refusing to answer him

"mc.....please talk" Lucifer says rubbing your hand slightly 

"Who cares if one more light goes out....." you manage to say confusing them both

you put your head into your hands and cry, this time not caring who sees or hears you've had all you can take with this stupid disease and the doctors, the bullshit you hit your breaking point when this started but its now sinking in

"Mc, What do you mean?" Diavolo looks at you slightly understanding what you mean

"NO ONE WILL CARE WHEN IM GONE! LET ME GO" you scream and break down even more, you were tired you, didnt want to fight anymore you were just done

"Thats not true MC, you know everyone here will care, you've made friends and family here who love you and want you here" Diavolo says

"Im just an exchange student, when this years over, ill go back home and this thing will slowly kill me, then where i end up, who knows..." you say bitter now

"MC...." Lucifer tries to say but you stand up

"Listen....i appreciate the attempt....ill go to the appointment today.....but thats it....im done, im not going to kill myself with this again"

you tuen and walk away after saying that

"Diavolo....please tell me she wasnt being truthful..."

"Im afraid she was Lucifer.....she wasnt saying it because she herself believed it, but its what her mind made her believe, shes hurt and tired, dont take anything she says to heart, she needs everyone more than ever no matter how hard she pushes away"

Lucifer nods

~Time Skip~ 

You arrive back home, ignoring everyone and slam your door shut you just wanted to be left alone until you hear a knock on the door

"ughhhhh go awayyyyyyy" you groan

"no can do sweetie! now open this door before i have to come in there!" you hear asmo yell

you roll your eyes and get up to let him in he has arms filled with beauty products, makeup, clothes everything

"now listen i dont care if you're not in the mood, but were gonna make this disease know that its messing with a bad bitch, lets go!"

before you can object hes grabbing you and tossing you into the shower

"ASMO IM STILL IN CLOTHES!" you scream

"well take them off!" Asmo says slyly

"GET OUT AND I WILL" you laugh

you take your shower and look at the time 1pm 

"alright asmo, we got 3 hours, do your worst"

~Time Skip~

Lucifer comes up to your room and hears laughing coming from inside, he knocks on the door

"Mc?"

"Hang on Lucifer wait there!" Asmo yells

normally hed be jealous, but he promised he could make her laugh and make her feel better, so he allowed it

the door opens and you step out, tight skinny jeans, crop top flannel, hair in braids on either side, basically rocking that country sway you love

"wow...." is all Lucifer could say

"Thank you asmo! thank you thank you thank you!"

"HEY are we ready to..." F/N comes up the stairs and facepalms

"i THOUGHT we got you away from the cowgirl git up!" she laughs

"NEVER!!!!" you smile big alright, so shall we go?