Did I Even love you?

I feel so bad

~ONE MONTH LATER~

Yumiko was so upset about everything that was happening, she couldn't even think about why all this right now at least she didn't have anything at this moment but she would have to continue to get check out for the rest of the year which is super annoying but her health does come first. She sat in the hospital bed thinking about Xiro and why, she understands that she cheated on him but this was way to far for him to get her raped and then stabbed her, no human should ever do this to anyone else even when she was trying to connect the reason her train of thought was soon stopped by Shin walking into the room holding flowers in his hands with a soft smile appearing on his face. "Hey love, how are you feeling? I know you don't want to see me because of my brother but you know I can't stay away from you forever," He said with a charming smile appearing on his face as he walked over sitting down in the chair. Yumiko sat there looking at him wondering what to say to him. "Don't be worry about that, you honestly saved my life... If you didn't come and find me I wouldn't be here now..So I owe you a great deal." She spoke in a soft tone as she leaned over and grabbed his hand with a soft smile.

Shin sat there staring into Yumi's eyes as he felt tears appearing in his eyes, such a kind and friendly smile doesn't deserve such treatment from anyone, he felt so bad that something like this could happen and the news he gotten from the doctor may be heartbreaking to her but he don't know to tell her even though the doctor told him not to say a word to her but he couldn't hold it in anymore, it's been a month or so and she's slowly becoming better and better each day and it's almost time for her to get out of the hospital and probably go back to school soon with a heavy heart he decided to tell her before she gets out so it wouldn't be much of a shock. "Yu.. I-I need to tell you something really important." She looked at him and noticing that he wasn't keeping eye contact with her, she could tell that it was something serious. "Yumi... You was pregnant from what the doctor says...They are gonna run more test but... they could see something forming in your womb... But that's not all... Because how badly the rape was and the stab that Xiro inflict onto you, you won't be able to have another one." His voice cracked from the information he told his lover.

Yumiko sat there stunned for a moment as she felt like her world was just rocked, she felt like she just tuned him out after she heard the words pregnant but she couldn't ignored that she wouldn't be able to have another it was always her dream to have a child of her own and be a better mother then her own parents ever was to her, then she remembered the only person that she could've gotten pregnant was Xiro even though that fact lingered in her mind the news still hurt her. "...... I guess I can't get that family I always wanted huh...?" She ask with a sad smile appearing on her face as tears rolled down her face for a moment as Shin leaned over pulling her into a warm embrace. "I am so sorry Yumi..." He whispered into her ears as she tears rolled down her face.