Affection needed

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Dear God...

Thank you for waking me up yes I am blessed but I'm also disappointed . After all these things I have done to upset you why haven't you ended my life of sins ? I don't deserve you nor anybody else ? Are you trying to make me stronger ? Are you planning something beautiful for me ? Just give me an answer a sign or something . What I love isn't right I deserve so much better God and you know it too . I'm tired of hurting just please make me understand what is actually going on in my life help me before I make the most embarrassing mistakes in my life. This feeling I get is making me crave more affection . I'm looking for it in all the wrong places God. Help me please . Help me go throughout this day with a smile on my face even though I'm not happy . Please bring my father home so he can hug me and tell me everything is going to be okay . Please remove all the people who call themselves my friends out of my life . We both know I have no true friend who truly understands me . I promise you if you give me another chance I'll never betray you again . I'm sorry I'm not perfect . But I'll keep trying till I get close enough to it . God please .

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 11, 2014 ⏰

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