"Expect the unexpected..."
Second Life
"No!!!"
"No!!, huhuhu!!"
Nagising ako na sumisigaw at umiiyak, kaya pilit kung inaalala kung bakit ako nag kakaganito.
I can also smell something like anesthesia and when I look around I got really confused.
What the hell happened to me?
Why the hell Im in the hospital?
I hit my head again and again,thinking that it can help me remember what happened.
And then realization hits me.
The reason why I am here , because I got into a car accident after he broke up with...
"Hindi , No!!! This is just a dream!"
I shouted and trying to convince my self.
"No!! Lean loves me , we're fine .
We are godamn fine ." I said
Siguro kailangan ko ng gisingin ang sarili ko.
Pinag susuntok ko na ang sarili ko, dahil baka ma gising pa ako.
But no it did'nt happen.
So I cant help my self but cry again.
"Huhuhu!, this is not happening . He loves me I can feel it but why!?"
Paulit ulit kung sabi sa sarili ko.
Bakit ba ang tanga tanga ko. Ang sakit sakit na hindi ko na kaya.
I felt like someone is crashing my heart and slowly tearing it into pieces. My nerves are trembling and my eyes are swollen and red because of non stop crying. But whan can I do? this is the only I can lessen the pain....
Kahit na maraming luha na ang nailuha ko hindi parin mawala-wala ang sakit. Patuloy parin akong umiiyak habang walang tigil sa pag hampas ng dibdib ko. Ganon ko talaga siguro ka mahal si Lean kaya kahit pag-iyak ko ay hindi ko mapigilan...
Kahit na bumukas ang pinto at patakbong pumasok si Mommy . Niyakap niya pa ako pero hind parin ako tumigil sa pag iyak at pag hampas ng sarili ko.
"Anak , tama na yan! , please stop crying and hurting your self!! Im worried sick about you already..." Mom said , beging me to stop.
But I'm just really damn stubborn right now.
I did'nt listen to her instead I continue hitting my self, I know that It also hurts her sieng me like this...
"Anak ano ba?! Tell me what happened between you and Lean. Bakit ka na aksidente? Tell me please." Mom said ,begging me to tell her everything,and tears began to fall from her eyes.
But even me cant understand myself. I cant even utter any word, even though I badly want to tell her my problem, this break up is really making me suffer...
Maybe I need a little more time for my self, I think Im not yet ready to tell them whats my problem....
"Anak...
"I need my time alone mom, please leave" I said while looking at her red swoolen eyes. Maybe because of crying.
" Pero anak apat na...
"Please mom!" I said cutting her from saying something.
Nakita ko ang panandaliang pagguhit ng sakit sa kanyang mga mata , pero agad din iyung napalitan ng lungkot at panghihinayang.
"Okay , I will give a little time by your self , pero ipangako mo sa akin na kakausapin mo kami ng daddy mo pagkatapos , okeyy?" She said and I nodded.
The next thing I knew, I was all alone staring blankly at the ceilling of the hospital.
An hour had passed already but nothing had change. Except from the thing that Im not crying anymore . Maybe my eyes are already tired from crying and got drained already.
But the pain in my heart still here , slowly breaking it.
Maybe at this moment I can only feel the pain emotionally and not physically, because I cant even feel the pain that causes by the accident.
Where the truth is I can see a lot of bandadges covering my body and imagine I cant even move my feet.
I felt numb.
Well I think it's better this way, than experiencing double pain.
Yeah right!
A few moments later.
The door opened and two nurses enter it.
Ofcoarse to check my health and to do thier duties, but I think they enjected something in my shoulder...
After that they left and then suddenly I felt sleepy so I close my eyes and sleep.
♥♥♥
Im siting inside the classroom watching video in youtube and ofcoarse waiting for the breaktime to come.
Breaktime...
Naglalakad ako sa hallway papuntang cafeteria ng school pero napatigil ako dahil sa nakakabinging tiliian ng mga babae.
Out of curiosity lumapit ako sa kinaroruunan ng mga nag titilian pero napasinghap ako ng mapagtanto ko kung sino ang pinagkakaguluhan nila.
Ano na naman ang palabas ng boyfriend ko na to?
When his eyes meets mine he smiled and began to walk towards me .
And I then I notice that in his right arm his holding a guitar.
"Babe this is for you" he said then began to sing
Did I mention
That Im inlove with you
Did I mention
There's nothing I can do
And did I happen to say
I dream of you everyday
But let me shout it out
If thats okay
I cant help my self but to smile widely and my eyes became teary.
His so sweet....
I never knew (who knew?)
That it can be like this
My love for you is ridiculous
My love is ridiculous
R-I-D-I-C-U-L-O-U-S
Its (Ridiculous)
Just (ridiculous)
And I will give you my kingdom
For just ons kiss...
"Happy first monthsary babe" he said and then he gave me a in my forehead.
"Yeeeeee!!!!"
"Ang sweeeeet!!"
"Nakakainggit naman!!!"
Halos ma bingi na ako sa tilian ng mga estudyante.
At napa takip nalang ako ng bibig ko dahil sa sibrang tuwa.
"Thank....
Naputol ang sasabihin ko ng bigla nalang dumilim ang lahat at umiba na ang lugar na kunaruruonan namin.
"I dont love you anymore!!"
"Pinaglaruan lang kita!!"
"Hindi kita minahal!!"
"Wala kang halaga sakin!!"
"Wala akong pakialam sayo, wala!!!!"
"Stop!!!"
♥♥♥
Yeyyyyy!!
Chapter 5 is done.
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Thank you!!
Stay at home and keep safe..
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DAWN OF LOVE (A Love Story)
RomanceStory of a girl who suddenly change after her first love broke up with her But the question is , what if your first love came back wants to win you back? Will you agree or make a revenge?
