Chapter 12 Reliving

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WARNING:
This chapter may be very heavy in topic wise e.g depression and bullying and mental abuse ect... I tried to take it down a bit. Also there are smut scenes they aren't that bad but they are there so WARNING GAY SMUT AND MENTAL ABUSE! I did warn you all's, don't hate me please ~ enjoy the chapter.

Naru Pov

I look around, the familiar halls, the echo of announcements and the chatter of students, fill my senses. I notice a patter of running coming from my left, it was myself. Well the person I was before I moved to Konoha High, recent sixteen year old and recently found love. Pfft yeah some love that was. I rest against the wall and let the scene play out. "SUIIIGESTUUU!!" My old voice dripped with love, echoing through the hallway. I cringe and watch on at the sight, Suigestu picked me up and twirled me around in his arms. The scene changes to about 4 weeks later, my position changed I was now resting against the wall of Suigestu's bedroom. I glance over and see the gross and sickening sight of our entangled bodies making out on his bed. The making out turned to fooling around, I could hear the moans leaving myself. I averted my eyes to the sight, of my former self indulging in the pleasure from that monster.

His dirty hands playing with my member, the memories of me begging for more as he playful teased my throbbing member, with his devil tongue. Memories of moments that were sweet others in ecstasy and bliss flooded my eyes. That's when I was transported to the night I refused Suigestu my virginity, I watched as i saw myself leave and the look on his face.

I finally understood that face, it was revenge. Revenge in denying him what he wanted. That revenge sent me through a time of depression and nightmares and these dreams! These dreams that I'm still having now as he enters my life yet again. Why can't he leave me alone after humiliating me if front of the entire school, using me, torching me. He had to come back to remind me of what he did! The dreams the haunt me now because of his presence.

The dream moved forward. I remember this part the most. I watched myself walk into Suigestu's apartment, I look over my own shoulder and see Suigestu with Karin, Kiba and Hinatta. I didn't care for Karin as she was a worthless whore. But my best friend and my childhood crush... I saw the tears form into my own eyes as my former self watched the horror and I relived it. The shattering of my own heart filled my ears. The next day was the worst I thought Suigestu had punished me enough, by mentally hurting me.

No the next day Karin public humiliated me by sending hard copy photos to teachers and students of Suigestu and I in those bliss moments. I couldn't walk around the school without being thrown into a locker by Suigestu's girlfriends/boyfriends or being hurled insults at or cold shouldered by the teachers. At the end of the day Suigestu and Karin found me bruised and beaten by my locker and Karin spat "I could have sent them a digital copy! Your lucky!" I looked at the crippled me on the floor just asking why over and over and Suigestu said simply "you bored me."

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