"How could you do this to me?" -he wasn't angry, he was betrayed, he's voice almost cracking in the middle of his words
"It's not something we can control, you'know...it's feelings" -Jin mumbled with guilt, it wasn't fair
"He was the only thing I a...
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I'm tired from crying so much 🥀
Yoongi slept for almost three days, sleep was always his coping mechanism, and after such stress, Namjoon expected him to sleep even more than what he did.
While he was sleeping, Namjoon has never left him for longer than 20 minutes, he knows Yoongi feels his presence, even through his sleep, and Yoongi needed him, and Namjoon couldn't bare the idea of Yoongi waking up after something like this to an empty bed, he needed to be there when Yoongi will wake up.
Soon-bok visited them twice already, she'll always make sure that he is ok, and that the boys are taking care of him, when they'll respond that Yoongi is still asleep she'll mutter under her breath something along the lines of :
-Poor boy, he really needs to be taken care of at the moment.
Namjoon was holding Yoongi close to him, as he finished another call with his manager, explaining that this is not the right moment, and that he can't leave right now, he was lucky his manager was also his great friend, so he understood the situation.
He played with Yoongi's hair, gently, thinking about the whole record shop thing for Yoongi, his friends already found a nice place in the area Jin works at, now they just need Yoongi to see it and decide.
He was deep in his thoughts when he felt Yoongi moving, he looked at him, finding the boy rubbing the sleep from his eyes and pressing himself closer to Namjoon's chest, he left a tiny kiss on his forehead, making the boy look at him, Yoongi looked tired and sad.
-Yoonie, I promise you, one day, everything will be fine -he whispered to him.
At first Yoongi didn't want to talk, he didn't have the energy for it, but Namjoon's promise couldn't stay without a comment from him
-Don't say that -he whispers, so quietly, not wanting to fill the room with his voice as he felt like he already was too much
-Why?
-Because you cannot be sure about that
-But I will do anything to keep that promise
-You know, I've been thinking...what if...what if I was just destined to suffer? I mean, sure, I do have happy moments, you are my happiness, but...did you notice, that all the good things are never lasting? If something good happens to us, we should immediately expect something bad afterwards... have you noticed it? So just... don't promise that, take it back so you won't break a promise.
Namjoon's heart hurt from his words, he couldn't believe Yoongi convinced himself that he doesn't deserve happiness.
-No
Yoongi looks up at him questions in his eyes.
-I won't take it back, I will do whatever it takes, that one day, everything will be amazing, we're gonna get married, we're gonna have a dog that we're gonna raise as if it's our child, you will have your cute record shop with the studio and I'll continue making music, we'll have a few collaborations that gonna be viral and everything will be perfect.
