(Jimin's POV)
It's been a month now and I haven't been out much or seen anyone besides Manager Sejin. To be honest Im not at all worried, and to be real, I honestly don't remember why I was so emotional at all in the first place. Actually now that I think about that, thats a total lie. Everything seems fine now but i'm still sad and lonely. I feel like nobody really knows me, even the people who I hold close. Also, I am worried for a lot of things, ARMY, upcoming subjects for BTS, and my family. I cannot remember what really happened before I was at the hospital but whenever someone brings something up related to it, I get a slight shiver. But why was everybody mentioning my group anyway, maybe they just want me to go to work sooner? I mean they are right about that, I am a vocalist in the kpop group BTS, we have fans that I can't let down. Manager every now and then gets that worried face every time he mentions that my group is worried and sad for me, like he let it slip, isn't that how normally you would react when a person who you have to work with has to be off for a short while? Anyways, I don't think my relationship is really good with them anyways, I remember somethings and it doesn't feel good to remember if Im being honest. Whenever I try to remember, my heart feels so empty and so much hatred and feels scared, im not totally sure why though. It makes me feel dull and it makes me feel the slightest bit of bad because I feel like I have no care for them at all anymore. I see some blurry memories too but I just cant get past these ones, that these ones just make my stomach turn. Anyways, I don't get why they are such a big deal enough to be worried about is all im saying, they are just my colleagues that I have to work with.
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(I decided to take it a little slow at first so it could be like there is something to look forward to every time, if that makes sense 😑)
Stay safe (๑･̑◡･̑๑)
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FanfictionJimin joined the group when he was only 18 after only being a trainee for a year. Surprisingly when he got to the dorm it was all fine until now. Eventually everyone starts acting harsh, rude, ignoring, and mentally abusing him. They think he's a...
