Word Vomit

Invisible

Invisible.
So I have friends,
People on whom I can depend.
We go deep right,
that's what I thought,
Till for once I was outta sight.

So they forgot me,
Disposed me,
Cause for once I wasn't their fairy,
They sent me away very clearly.

Until they needed me again,
I was visible again,
they wanted what I had,
And it was pretty sad,
That I simply had no idea,
That to them I was no friends, just an advantage.

When they needed cash,
I was their atm.
When they needed advice,
I was their therapist.
When they were falling behind
I'd pick them up, I'd insist
On never leaving a friend.
But that was the end.

I was no friend
I was an acquaintance,
Not a pal,
Just that gal,
I wasn't a bestie,
More like a 'When I need something firstie'

I just wish I could have known earlier,
So I could have have built up this barrier,
And all the time I wasted on them,
All the time I was their atm,
Would never have ever happened,
I wish I'd realized that I was invisible
So I could've been with people
Who saw me as visible.