NamJinKook [little space]

°Sad°

It was the next day and Jungkook was the first one awake in the house. His doe eyes roamed around the room and his pink lips turned into a frown. He sighed a bit before staring at the ceiling. He was sad but he didn't know why. He was never sad, yeah he cried before and felt sad but this type of sad that he was feeling was different

His thoughts were getting deeper as he thought about all the saddest things. His beautiful eyes were glossy. His heart hurt as tears fell down from the corners of his eyes and onto his pillow. He raised his hand up to his mouth to cover his sob. He closed his eyes shut, more tears escaping. For the first time in a couple of weeks, he came out of his little space. He cried and cried. The boy didn't know why he was crying so much. All he knew was that he felt sad

He sniffled as he slowly sat up, looking at Namjoon and Jin with sad eyes and a little frown. He stood up and quietly got out of his crib, tiptoeing to the door and quietly opening the door and shutting it. He let out another sigh as more tears came out. He walked down the stairs crying and sniffling. He was glad he was the only one awake. He looked the time and sighed when he read it 5:53 am. He looked down at what he was wearing and smiled sadly. 'Jin hyung and his love for cute things' he chuckled sadly as he traced the printed little dog on his shirt.

He looked around before going to the back door and opening it as quietly as he could. He stepped outside and inhaled deeply before looking at the sky seeing the sun slowly rising up. He closed the door and walked over to the end of the wooden porch. He sat on the end of it and placed his bare feet on the grass. He looked up at the sky and sobbed loudly. He raised both hands up to eyes and cried into them. He felt sorry, but for what? He doesn't know.

Do you know?

Time passed quickly as he cried over and over again. His eyes were red and swollen, his lips bleeding from biting them, his cheeks and ears dusted with a light red color. He looked up at the sky and saw the sun shining brightly. He smiled and looked ahead of him seeing a baby bird. He slowly walked towards the bird and picked it up "Hi there, where's your mommy hm?" he asked the little baby bird who snuggled into his warm hands.

Jungkook smiled sadly at it and petted the soft bird "I'm sorry but I have to let you go" his voice cracked as he finished his words, he placed the baby bird back on the spot he found it and headed back inside.

When he took the corner to go to the living room he saw Yoongi there with a mug, taking little sips of the liquid he had in the mug and Hoseok on his lap, with his eyes closed as Yoongi played with his hair. When they both made eye contact, Jungkook started to cry and stood there not knowing what to do as Yoongi just stared at him, with his cat-like eyes wide open.

Hoseok opened one eye and looked at Yoongi "Why'd you stop? What are you looking at" he turned his head to where Yoongi was staring and his mouth dropped "Oh my god" he quickly got up from Yoongi's lap and went straight to Namjin.

Namjoon and Jin bolted awake when Hoseok barged into their room and raised his voice "Why the fuck is Jungkook in big space!" he yelled as he looked at the two males with a serious face. Namjin looked at each other with confused expressions "What do you mean? He's in his crib sleeping" Jin said as he pointed to the crib "Yeah I never knew Jungkook was violet"

Jin quickly got out of the bed and looked at the crib with wide eyes "He's not here..." Namjoon furrowed his eyebrows and looked at Hoseok "You said he was in big space where is he?" he got out of the bed and went over to Jin wrapping his arms around him and the older cried into his neck "He's in the living room with Yoongi"

Meanwhile, downstairs Yoongi went up to Jungkook and hugged him "Hey, why are you crying? I know you don't normally come into big space but don't be shy because you're not in little space okay" he told him while wiping his tears. Yoongi frowned as he saw the sadness in Jungkook's eyes "What's wrong?" the other tried to open his mouth to speak but a broken sob came out.

Yoongi bit his lip and hugged him, shutting his eyes to stop from crying "You want to go outside and talk?" Jungkoook nodded and Yoongi took his hand and lead him where the boy was just a minute ago. Yoongi sat down at the end of the porch and Jungkook sat next to him. They both stood in comfortable silence with Jungkook's so often sniffles. A few minutes passed and Jungkook sighed "Hyung?"

Yoongi hummed and looked at him "Do you know that feeling when you wake up and you feel sad for no apparent reason?" Yoongi sighed whilst nodding, he looked at Jungkook for a couple of seconds before opening his mouth to speak "You know all those stories that I told you about. The little boy who always had a problem when he was 'happy'" he did quotation marks with his fingers and chuckled softly "That little boy was me. Every fucking time I was smiling or enjoying myself for a bit something would pop up that would ruin my mood in a blink of an eye"

jungkook stared at him wide-eyed "Everything the little boy did, you experienced..." he said in a soft voice Yonngi nodded "Yep every single little thing. From the delivery accident to me doing 'that' " Jungkook played with his hands and decided to talk to Yoongi more personally

You see Yoongi and Jungkook have a deep relationship. Yoong would go to Jungkook when he was sad or angry and Jungkook being in little space or not would help Yoongi out and it was the same for Jungkook.

"Jungkook you should probably go and talk to Jin and Namjoon" Yoongi suggested. Jungkook sighed and nodded "But I'm scared to" they both looked at each other and Yoongi sighed again "Come let's go back inside" Jungkook nodded softly and got up and went inside

Yoongi followed behind him. They both went upstairs to Namjinkook's room and saw Jin, Namjoon, and Hoseok arguing. Jungkook cringed at the loud voices and looked at Yoongi. The older male nodded and stepped in front of him

"Guys!" He yelled. Jin looked over at the door and saw Yoongi and Jungkook. He broke down in tears and quickly went over to him hugging the boy tightly "Oh my god. Jungkook you scared the living shit out of me!" He said as he looked at him. Jungkook raised a hand and wiped his tears "I'm sorry" Namjoon softened his hard eyes as he looked at Jungkook, he looked at Hoseok and Yoongi and motioned his head to the door. Both males understood and left the room closing the door behind them

Namjoon looked at Jungkook and sighed "Jungkook" he said with a disappointed tone. Jin took his arms off the younger and looked at Namjoon "Namjoon" he warned. Jungkook walked over to Namjoon and stood in front of him "Joonie" he whispered

Namjoon patted his lap and Jungkook sat on it, stuffing his face in his neck tears spilling out of his eyes. The older rubbed his back and rocked him "baby, c'mon let's talk okay?" Jungkook nodded and looked at him and Jin who was sitting next to them. He gulped and bit his lip before opening his mouth and talking to them