It's hard when you have nothing, not a single friend or a lover.... I have my parents who love me and support me with everything, but sometimes i need a best friend to do you know best friends things .
I'm in my 20 and still living with my parents, I can't complain I enjoyed it, I love them.
a small description about myself, I'm not a tall or short, I'm the " perfect " height in my opinion, I have really long hair and really dark green eyes colour, my skin tone is bothering me for longer than I remember , it's really pale , to pale I'm almost invisible and I'm also really thin , doesn't matter how much I eat nothing stays in my body ,it's really frustrating.
This summer I'm supposed to spend it with my grandmother, I promise her so many times I'll visit but I never did it , I don't know it myself why, I just don't feel like, but now I have to , she's old and need help around the house.
I'm in my room packing when my mom opens the door
" hey sweetie, how long until you finish?"
"not long ,why"? She's rushing my to finish faster since this morning, she's fishy.
" Nah just curious, no rush "
talking about rush, I can see what she's trying to do, she wants to spend time with dad and not have me around. I understand I'm already a big girl and still live with them , they need their own privacy, but I like my home , I'm too selfish even to myself.
"I'm done don't worry "
I can see that she's getting excited, I can't help but to be happy she doesn't know that i already found an apartment for myself, I'll let her know after my " holiday " .
" Aurora , please drive carefully, watch the mirrors, drive only the speed and don't listen to music, you need to concentrate "
well well, I think she's forgetting my ability when it's coming to drive . " I will pay attention, but about the music? I can't promise "
She rolled her eyes and smiled at my kindly
" kiss grandma when you there"
"sure"
I don't stay too much after, kiss her and dad and I'm gone , the drive is 4 hours long , ugh it's annoying to drive so long and alone , only the music will be with me.
I'm so tired, thanks God I'm here , before I go to my grandmother home I need to stop at the gas station, knowing myself I'll be to lazy to do it later.
The gas station it's empty , witch is wired I think, usually it has to be full, well at home is always full, here is death.
I make my full and go inside to pay, but before that I need some energy drinks and some cigarettes, oh if my mom sees me buying them hmmm I'm death, only my dad and grandma knows about my smoking, first they tried to stop me but it didn't work , we came to a deal, mom doesn't need to know she will kill us all , I smile slowly because of the memories , without taking something else I go to the cashier and pay, it was an awkward interaction, you could easily see that he was "loving" he's job . I took my things and bye bye lovely stranger, when I got out an motorcycle catch my attention, it was there next to my car , oh so pretty I want to ride it but I don't know how , without realizing I was in front of the motor and staring with blinking
" So can I get my motor back from you" ? a deep voice came from behind me , it make me jump, when I turn around the most beautiful guy I've ever seen in my life was looking at my with a funny face
" oh you look like my future husband " I said out loud without realizing
I felt my face red and all sweaty
" and you look like my future wife " ...... my face blocked because of hes words, I didn't know how to react but for my luck or unluck a girl appeared behind him
" Damien who is she?" she pointed at my with an confused face , he didn't respond , he was keep looking at me , I react fast and I start walking to the car, I got inside and gone I was . I look in the mirror and he was still there , looking after my car . I think she was hes girlfriend, oh my oh my I'm so embarrassed, I have the stupidest mouth, I say things without thinking twice, I hope I won't meet him again.
It's been 2 week's since I'm here and for my surprise I really enjoy, I never thought of that. Sometimes is boring sometimes is not , the only thing that annoys me ar my neighbor's, I never saw them but I know they're home , Is always music and really loud, i personally have no problem but my grandmother is a little bother, she doesn't want to complain at the police but I want .
I try so many times to talk with them but they never answer the door, I think sometimes they do it on purpose.
"Ari , can you go and weather the plants in the back"
"Sure but you need buy me a beer for that" I love her my angel, looking at my grandmother makes me feel really guilty, why I always avoid to come here? She's so precious
I dressed with short pants and a crop top because I hell outside, I need to move fast with the plants before I die . While in the back garden I had my headphones on , but I couldn't concentrate on my music because I felt something, more like someone watching me , I was curious what or who was it but for some reason I didn't turn around and check.
My skin was burning I don't know if it was because of the sun or the looks, before I knew it I turned around and found the thing that was bothering me . .And I was shock, in the annoying house with loud music was " my husband " looking at me , he saw me looking at him but didn't took hes eyes of me .
