"Mama can we go play catch together?" Kayden asked.
"Yeah just give me a second KJ" You said not looking away from your computer.
That second turned into an whole hour. Trying to track down the email that was sent to Katherine but it was leading to nowhere but you still tried to find ways around it. Hearing a crash You jumped up running out to the living room.
"What was that?" You asked.
"I broke the vase throwing the ball to Kayden" Aiden mumbled.
" why are you throwing a ball in the house AJ! You know better!" You snapped.
"We wanted to play catch but you never came" Kayden said.
" I said to give me a damn second and now y'all broke your mom's vase" You said.
"Well I want mommy!" Aiden shouted.
"WELL SHE'S NOT FUCKING HERE!" You shouted scaring the twins causing them to back away from you.
"MOMMY ISN'T COMING BACK AND NEITHER IS GIOVANNI! SO YALL GET USED TO IT!" You yelled.
Hearing all the yelling joy got out of her bed going downstairs. Seeing the boys standing on one side of the room with tears in their eyes.
"Hey! What the hell is wrong with you talking to them like that!" Joy snap at You.
"Go to the room babies, grandma would be there shortly" Joy said to the twins.
"I know I didn't hear you cussing at them kids like that"
" I'm just stressed out ma, I can't do this" You said.
"YOU DON'T TAKE IT OUT ON THEM! THEY'RE KIDS THEY DONT KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON. AND HEFFA I SHOULD SLAP THE HELL OUT OF YOU FOR TELLING THEM THAT THEIR MOTHER AND BROTHER ISNT COMING BACK! WHEN IM DONE TALKING TO THEM YOU BETTER GO APOLOGIZE TO THEM" Joy snapped.
" naw imma go now" You said.
You went up to the twins room seeing that they both were in the tent. Getting on the floor you crawled inside the tent with them.
"Hey can I talk to you boys. Listen mama so sorry for talking to y'all like that, im just really stressed out and I shouldn't have taken it out on y'all. Mommy and Gio is coming back because I'm going to be the one to get them. I'm just sad that they're not here with us" You said.
"We miss her too" Kayden said.
"I know, I'm really sorry"
Pulling them both in your lap you kissed both their heads.
" I love the both of you so much"
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Beyoncé ran back and forward to the walls in her room. She still had the baby weight on and she wasn't gonna get rid of it if she just sat around. Nelson walked in on her doing some donkey kicks.
"Breakfast is ready my love" Nelson said smiling at Bey.
"What is it? Beyoncé asked.
"Um eggs, toast, and bacon" he said walking over to crib to look at Gio.
"Can we have a doctor? Like to give us check ups....especially him" Beyoncé asked.
" I'll have one over tomorrow. And I think little man over here taking a shit" Nelson chuckled.
"Leaving a gift for mommy huh baby" Bey chuckled as she rubbed his stomach.
" I'm gonna leave this door open and Sean will be waiting for you when you're done changing him.
" yeah ok" she said.
Beyoncé picked Giovanni up before taking him over to his changing table. Beyoncé picked up her glasses on the dresser, putting them on before she pressed record on her glasses.
"He just left me a big gift and it smell really bad. Baby i swear you're on diaper duty for a month, ain't that right baby" Beyoncé said smiling down at her son who returned the smile.
"Fuck gio you stank" Bey said as she was changing him.
.....
"This is Alice, she's going to be dying your hair" Nelson said.
"Dying my hair? Who said anything about dying my hair" Bey said.
" I did. I think you look so much better with black hair instead of that blonde" He said.
" remember what I told you" Nelson said to Alice before leaving the room.
As soon as He was out the room Beyoncé was asking the lady for help.
"Please you got to help me. Me and my son was kidnap. Do you have a phone?" Beyoncé asked.
" N-No he took it. I can't help you, he has my kids and mother and I really just want to do this and get this over with" Alice said.
"Fuck" Beyoncé said sitting in the chair.
She was so annoyed that she started crying silently to herself as the lady did her hair. It didn't take long for Alice to finish, Bey didn't even want to look at herself in the mirror. She felt like Nelson was making her a new person, someone that she's not.
