I'm Sorry, If I Fall InLove With You.

Brandy's Point of View

  Yeah you're right my name is real Brandy Gutierrez.
My dad Romeo loves to drink when he was a seaman. My twin sister sister's name are Hennessy and Champagne both are 15 years old. My mom is Garcia she's a business woman. I'm 30 at the moment, I'm a Sales Executive in a car dealer company. I have a good paying job, happy family and nice company of friends. I feel alone, like this I'm in bed bored no one to talk too. Some my friends are enjoying out with their husbands or boyfriends. I don't wanna be always a third wheel. I had one boyfriend last two years ago we stay up to 3 years but because of the time and schedule we didn't last. My past Albert, I thought he will be the one but every thing change and time is too fast before you realize someone gets cold already. Because of the time lapse that we don't see or talk he is busy with his office mate I just knew that in Facebook. I never tried to asked not disturb him again. I blocked him to all social meadow and his number. He also didn't bother to explain I guess we are not really in love at all. No need for closure because once he cheat that's enough.
      Fifteen days from now it's summer days. Vacation month and summer outings everywhere. This time I want to go alone by myself I want do soul searching. I want meet other people or culture with different kind of food and especially exotic flavors. Last year I went out with my friends in Boracay Island, I can say I enjoyed we do a lot of activities banana boat group team, jet ski and hiking as well with the zip line. After a month I went out with my family in Bolinao Pangasinan. We went to Sola Beach resort rent a big cottage with two room kitchen and two bathrooms facing the sea. Then we see also the hundred islands. I ate a lot of sea foods and mango I feel happy but not complete maybe you know what I mean. In Boracay I'm always a third wheel because everyone has a partner. My ex Albert can't come coz of his job.
    At this age I'm not looking for a man I'm just getting a but sad like today. Everyone is busy in the home. My dad is helping my mom with her clothing shop outside. My two sisters are with their own friends. My colleagues are preparing for a vacation this year.
     Ping! Ping! That's my whattsapp tone. My friend Ashley. "Hi, girl, how are you? What you're doing? Busy? Any plans to go out tonight?" She said in the message. I'm lazy to reply let me call her. Ring! ring!
" hello?" She answered. " hi girl, I'm good how bout you? I replied. " I'm ok just I wanna hang out tonight if you want" she added. " let me see the time, hhhmmmm... it's 5 in the afternoon ok it's a date let's go to Valkry Club is it ok?" Asking for her approval. " yeah I want that club too, nice music and nice food." She replied. " ok let's get ready, let me what I can wear. So let's meet in the car park around 8 ok? I'll call you when I'm going out here." I told her. " ok see you, bye". She hang up.
    I put my phone back to my side table, I stand and open my cabinet. I'm just a t-shirt and jeans with rubber shoes kind of person. I love black and white color. Gray and brown too nothing more colorful. Same with my shoes aside from rubber I have flat shoes or Birkenstock slipper only. I choose to wear a black stretch distress jean with a white stretch body Harley queen photo in it t-shirt. I'll tuck it then wear a white nike sneakers. Time flies so fast it's already been 6 in the evening. I heard my mom and dad came coz of the car engine in the garage. I need to go down eat a little and tell them that I was going out with Ash.
        After I make an egg sandwich and a juice I went to my mom and dads room, both are lying in bed watching tv. I knock and my mom shouted come in.  I open the door and tell them I'm going out then they both nodded. Then I immediately closed the door and go up to my room. I run to our long time housemaid Linda told asked her if she saw my twin sister. She pointed to their room. And asked me if I ate I told her I make my own. Then I went up and she go down to the kitchen.
       It takes me 20 minutes in my bathroom routine then go out. As I wear my clothes I feel light I have a nice mood not expecting to meet anyone tonight. I dry my hair leave it down because it's too long until my upper butt to style wavy I'm not in the mood. I put a light pink make up pink blush on with a pink lip tint. Yeah right all light pink. I want to look natural but a pizza face if u know what I mean. Smile. I forgot to say my height is 5'7"and I'm a petite woman with 60 kg. My colleagues always telling me that I can be a beauty queen or a model. They said when God is showering gifts they said I catch it all. Size 36B boobs with a 25 waistline and 38 butt size. Ain't it sexy? But everyone's questioning about my identity. Because how come a beautiful and successful woman has no man in his life. To be honest I don't feel beautiful at all not sexy as people see me. I'm a shy type person.
    I'm done doing my thing it's already been 7:30 pm I went down to the garage get my car by the way it's a Mustang Shelby 5.3 supercharged. The only red color I have my baby Shelly. I start the engine then tried to call Ash. "Hello. Ash I'm on my way see you there after 15 ok? " I told her. " ok" she replied back.
     Quarter to 8 in the evening I'm already inside the club's parking waiting for Ash. After 5 minutes someone honking on my back. I look in my rear mirror saw Ash car yellow Camaro ZL1 her baby. I honked back. To let her know park beside me.
        As we reached the glass door we show our I. D then the bouncer let us in. The club is jam pack, the night is still early but it's already been full. She has a reservation already that she just told me now. We are near the stage. In front of the disk jockey. We seat facing each other it's a two seater table. I call the waitress and ask for the menu. We decided to get a tower of Heineken with two glass of Guinness beer. We added peanut and fruits to munch. Besides both of us not hungry yet.
       While we drink we talk about our job which place she will go this summer. I told her I never decide yet. The dj change the music to disco dance songs. Ash pulling me to go with her in the middle of the dance floor. She love it but I can't I'm shy. So I said sorry and told her to go alone. Then she make face to me and leave me. One man came to dance also and face her. They dance together while Ashley is laughing out loud with him. I stop looking at them sip my beer and eat a piece of apple. The waitress came to my side and she's giving me a napkin. I was shock then the waitress low form her head and talk to my ear saying " Ma'am, the guy on the table near the counter told me to give this napkin to you. I look what's inside a napkin it's a number written: Hi, if you sad, just message me. 0063456789955578. Enjoy the night- wrangler.
       I look at the table the waitress told me . I saw  a man, I cannot see clearly because it's quite dark. Then Ash came blubbering something that I cannot understand. I looked back again on the table but no he is not there anymore. I put the napkin in my handbag. Time flies so fast I never notice that it was 12 in the morning. Besides we finished the tower. Ash came from the washroom that I never notice she went their. She told me to call the waitress and ask for the bill. After paying we decided to go and eat in McDonald's. We always do eat after we drink. We went directly to our own cars and headed to McDo.
    As I'm going out in the parking I notice someone inside a Jeep but didn't see the face of the driver though the window is down. I ignore then drive through the fast food chain.