A Dream

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From that point on we texted nearly every day and I even got disappointed when I didn't have a text from him in the morning. He would always stay up late so he would write me something to wake up to before he went to bed. Soon we went back to germany and I went back to my day to day life. I didn't tell my parents about what had happened and I wasn't even sure if I should tell my best friend even though we tell us everything. If the thing with me and Harry came out, it would affect him in the most negative way possible and I wanted to avoid that. The 'thing' as I just described it was just there and I didn't know what it was and I was pretty sure, Harry didn't know either. I watched Harry in videos and interviews on YouTube and even though I knew he wasn't what a huge part of the media was trying to portray him as, I still started to wonder if he was seeing someone else. He was talking about people in interviews all the time and I didn't know if it should bother me or not. One day I woke up to 21 messages of harry. At first I was happy but as I started to read my mood changed. He sent me an article that had a very good and clear full face picture of me in it. It was from my yearbook and the people who wrote the article were informed. Following the article were a lot of messages from Harry asking if I told anyone and later him answering that question with 'of course you have, why wouldn't you? Why would you care?' I didn't tell anyone and I cared, I cared more than I should be caring about someone 10 years older than me. Someone from my school must have recognized me in the earliest pictures and forwarded my info. I tried to explain the best I could in a text and asked him if he could call me after school. I still had to go after all.