Addicted to You

Chapter 1 - Cant Seem To Help My self

I swear I'm not obssesed . Ok maybe just a little bit . Once I get a taste of something I can't seem to get enough. Which could be the reason my mom is making me move to my Aunt Karinas house.

Which shall I say is in the middle of fucking no where .

"I'm not going and you can't make me ." I repeated calmly .

"Yes you are Anastasia! You do as I say your only 18 and because of that you still do as I say I am your mother ." My mother screamed angrily her face Contorted in a grimace. Technically since I was 18 she couldn't but I didn't argue .

So I guess your wondering how I finally got to the point of my mom wanting to pack me up and make me move all the way to the middle of no where . Well let's just say there was a boy and this boy was trouble . Major trouble . And he had me hooked from the start and one thing lead to another and then he dumped me for some chick and I grew depressed and started hooking up with random guys, which I've always been a little slut but this time was worse, because my mom and step dad found out and before id been super carful for them not to , but at that point I didn't seem to care anymore . I'd literally get random guys and have sex with them . Before i didn't do that sure I loved sex and I loved boys but I'd only do it with guys I liked a lot which is still slutty but now I'd do it with any guy who approached me well as long as he wasn't shit ugly and old or rapist looking . On top of that I started doing drugs, my grades started dropping, and I no longer had friends . And ooh guess what really made my mom crack , no I don't think you could possibly guess considering all the other terrible things I'd done . Well let me tell you since your probably confused .

I tried to kill myself . Yup tried to commit suicide. And it was all over one stupid guy . Which was why it really messed me up. I wasn't ever supposed to fall in love. No Anastasia Creamer didn't do love . She did pleasure she did boys NOT love . You must think I'm really stupid , but you don't know the whole story not that you'd understand..
Well let me tell you it since you seem a little lost right about now. Let me tell you how I met this boy a few months ago and he decide to make me fall in love and then leave me like a piece of trash . This is the story of a boy who finally got me addicted to only him and I couldn't get enough of him. I was so in love. I was so fucking stupid. This is a story of my shitty life.