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Help oh well.....

Help oh well.
Everybody's going up but I'm going to hell.
I don't even give a fuck what I'm doing who cares.
-SomethingElseYT.

Hey guys I'm here to vent.
Again.
Because I know you guys will listen.
I've been stressed. And depressed. And I don't want to talk about it with people I know irl because they really never do anything. And I don't trust my parents not to read my text messages

I've pushed people away at times.
But on,y because I know I'm not a very good person.
I joke about killing people and things. And I've had thoughts about this dark. Twisted stuff.
I don't want to become who I describe.

That's what I want to become a YouTuber.

Cause then people will listen to me.
I can tell people that I view myself as a demon. And they'll help me.
Not just make fun of me.
I'm an asshole. A giant jerk.
I've drawn to show what I'm feeling.
And I think I would like to be an animator.

I want people to listen to me and to help me.
Sometimes I wake up in a dark room surrounded by nothing but void. And tow voices.
Who cares.
Is what one says.
And.
They won't listen
Is another.
Anxiety and depression at faze one.
My family has a genetic of depression and anxiety. Apparently I'm on,y supposed to get depression. But idk.
I'm scared.
I feel like I'm a demon
I believe that I'm a demon.
And so far everyone has agreed.
So idk what to do.
Help.