Jayson what could have been

15 drunken love Part 1

James POV:
It's around 9:30 pm. I'm sitting on the couch feeding the twins watching tv and waiting for Grayson to get home. I hear his keys trying to open the door, but failing miserably so I set Jayce down with Devyn going to open the door. I open the door to see Grayson leaning against the house. "Hey! You got the door open!" He said loudly, I could tell he'd been drinking by the smell of liquor on his breath.

"Are you drunk?" I ask rushing him into the house before our neighbors would see anything. "Nooo" he stretches out the the word. I know it's a lie and I give him a look " okay maybe a little. Don't be mad?" "We'll talk tomorrow when your sober enough to remember it, just don't make a lot of noise the boys are almost asleep." I spoke in a hushed tone trying to get him up stairs. "Okayyy" he whines walking into our room and stumbling over himself.

"Grayson look at me." I clap my hands in attempt to get his attention. He turns his head "you need to get a shower common." Gesturing towards the bathroom I try to keep my patients. We finally make it to the bathroom. "Okay get undressed I'm gonna go put the twins to bed. When I get back I'll help you get a shower." "You just want to see me naked" he laughs.

I put the twins down in their rooms and make sure they're comfortable before leaving them to deal with the other baby. (which happens to be my husband) I walk in and he's trying to figure out how to undo his belt. "Here let me help you." I say my patience wearing thin. Once he's finally in the shower I get in too trying my best to ignore whatever he's saying in his intoxicated state.

After I'm done washing Grayson I start to rinse my hair. Just when I'm about done I start to feel Gray kissing my neck. "Grayson, no you're drunk." I sigh placing my hands on his chest to keep him from trying to kiss me. "Why does that matter we're married?" He slurs his words only proving more to my point "Because you're drunk. I would be taking advantage of you and I can't do that to you." I say slightly defensive.

We get out of the shower and I grab two towels handing one to Gray. I pat myself dry before taking him back to our bedroom to help him put on a pair of boxers. When he's finally ready for bed I go downstairs to get a bucket and a glass of water. With how drunk he is I know he's going to be sick and have a headache so after I leave the bucket on his side of the bed and the water on his night stand I quickly run to the bathroom to grab some Advil (not sponsored by Advil).

I leave the medicine next to his water and get into bed next to him. He moves closer to me and puts an arm around me like he normally would. I smile for a moment almost forgetting what had just transpired. But then quickly remembering, I decided not to get worked up about it and just go to sleep for now.

( Hey guys sorry it took so long my heads been pretty fucked up lately. Anywayyyyy hope you enjoyed part 1 part 2 will be out in a couple days I'm not sooner. Love you all and I'll see you in the next chapter. Byeeeeeee😘✌🏻)