Warning!
Self harm, Depression, and Self-Homophobia are described in this. You have been warned.
Komaru's Pov:
'Stupid! Stupid! STUPID!'
'Why is all of this happening to me'
I scratch my arm deeply with my nails as drips of blood oozes gently drops on my carpet
'Why did I have to lose my parents?'
'Why am I catching feelings for a girl, I'm not gay... that's gross... im disgusted with myself.. '
'even a girl that's deeply soooo~ in love with a blonde no good shit head bastard!'
"I just don't want to be abandoned again.." I mutter while crying
*Knock Knock*
"Who is i..it?" I stutter
"Omaru.. Tell me what's wrong..?" Toko whispered softly as she reached closer toward me
"Toko why are you in love with him, He's an asshole jerk and you deserve better.." I said to Toko
"I was... but not anymore" Toko said looking at the ground beneath her
"I actually have f..f.fallen for s...s..someone else h..eh..e" Toko muttered while having a red casting across her cheeks and the tip of her nose.
"Is it some jerk guy again!?!" I said still pissed off
I saw Toko stand up in front of me while taking a deep breath
"Omaru.. I like ..." Toko was about to finish her sentence when I saw tears form into her eye's as she ran in the living room.
"Toko w..wait!" I said running after her
"Gah!?" She said
"Don't scare me like that!" She said frightened
"Toko I have to confess..." I muttered under my breath
"That's alright...let it out... talk to me" Toko replied as she sighed
"I love you!" I said closing my eye's tight shut and terrified
I felt her arms suddenly hug me..
We both began sobbing, me and toko are big crybabies and emotional compared to Syo.
I wiped one of my tears as I looked back at her
I stepped closer to her beautiful cute face
and she stepped closer to mine
I leaned in..
She leaned in as well
Her cherry blossom chapstick tasted pretty good..
*sneeze*
"crap.."
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Talk to me... (Toko x Komaru)
FanfictionKomaru just wants to be a normal girl in a normal world, She feels powerless and weak. Like a pawn in a huge Despair game. But luckily her story won't stop just because of her weak state, thanks to her one and only...lovely ... Toko~