grafield said ur a fuckign wang go kys
jk jk don't kys
only I get to do that
and I'm very close to
but I'm not going to
cause I've already attempted 4 times now
nearly succeeded
but then a teacher found me in ze bathroom
oopsie
I attempted earlier this month but it didn't workidk how to tell someone other than on here
and I was six months clean from self harm
key word: was
teehee
I'm such a dumbass lmao
I should just die
it would be helpful
cause then I'd stop feeling this need to change myself for others, I try so hard
I try so hard
too hard
I'm trying too hard
that's annoying
I'm annoying
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a meme
ignore what I just said
cause I'm too lazy to delete itk
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oso basIcally, When this quAraNTine is finally over, i wanT tO meet up with my frienDs and I don't know why i'm tElling you this.
but ye
this is just me talking to myself
I do that a lot
I have lots of imaginary friends
I had to let go of them though
because they started being mean
that's what always happens
I can't keep friendships
i try so hard every time
but what for
?
most of the time they end up leaving me
it's me isn't it
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am I doing something wrong
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