I smile as the boys and I blast music all the way to the flat. We were really rocking out. I don't think I have ever laughed so hard in my life. I sat in the back of the car with Liam,Zayn and Niall. There wasn't exactly enough room in the car for all of us so I had to sit on Liam's lap. Harry was in the front with Louis.
Niall turned to me with a huge smile on his face. "Lily! Tell me about yourself."
I smiled and was about to start talking when Zayn yelled. "Hey Lily is talking turn the music down."
I blushed and continued "What do you want to know." I said shrinking back into Liam embarrassed. He seemed to automatically wrap his arms around me. As if to tell me it was okay and that he had my back.
"What's your favorite color." Louis asked. I laughed at the simple naive question. "Purple."
"Favorite Food." Niall asked almost bouncing in his seat at the thought of food.
"Umm chicken nuggets." I said surely.The innocent questions continued until Harry decided to ask...
"Are you a virgin." I blushed madly as the whole car got quiet.
"HARRY." Liam screamed as he seemed to notice my rigid stance in his warm embrace.
"Umm.....I.....hmmm...." I mumbled trying to break away from the awkward conversation.
"Harry, man that's not cool." Liam scolded ashamed his friend asked such a stupid question.
"I am sorry man, I just wanted to know." Harry said softly. Liam was about to yell at him again so I stopped him. Harry was only joking around.
"No it's okay, and to answer your question, yes I am. " I answered blushing.
"Really?" asked Harry. Now I was confused Why wouldn't he think I was a virgin. I never even had a boyfriend before.
"Yes really. Why don't you believe me." I asked slightly mad that he didn't trust my answer.
"It's just hard to believe a beautiful girl like you to never...you know." Harry said slightly embarrassed. I blushed and tried to hide my face.
"I'm not beautiful." I said. There was a long pause. I looked up from my hands and saw that everybody was staring at me wide eyed.
Zayn broke the silence by stating "That's not true. You are probably the most beautiful girl I have seen in a long time." I shook my head.
"That's not true. I am ugly and fat. Who would want to love a fat cow like me." I said remembering all the times I got called that in the halls and online.
"Who told you that." Louis asked sternly.
"Everybody. " I simply stated.
"Well they're wrong." Liam said "You are beautiful, and sure as hell not fat. I would know you barely weigh anything." To prove a point Liam lifted me up off of his lap. I laughed and turned to smile at him. He must have not been expecting me to do that, because he lost his grip. Which sent me tumbling to the floor.
"Lily,I am so sorry." Liam said helping me up. I laughed trying to hide how really hurt I was. I knew it was too good to be true. I am fat and everybody knows it. Liam couldn't even hold me for too long.