Sunshine and Citylights || JJK•PJM

10 : Sunshine And Citylights

Jungkook was the first who opened the door for them, causing a loud of noises from inside the house.

There they were, Jimin could see. Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin and Min Yoongi. Must there was another guy again, but Hoseok hyung was nicely being placed in heaven where God could save him right. Jimin kinda miss him a lot, from his cute sounds until how warm his hug when he gave him it in Jimin's marriage. But God had another good plan for him.

Taehyung was hiding behind Jimin's legs, only peeking his eyes out from his father's thighs. It would his very first direct interaction with a lot of Korean people and honestly, they looked so different. Taehyung didn't know each their names but first impression he had for one guy who looked so bored and done with life, yeah, he was the scariest person he had ever seen.

Jimin smiled and laughed when one guy embraced him with a tight and warm hug, even peppering him with kisses around his face. And yes that was Park Jimin, who used to be the baby in the group, grew up older, having a kid but still kissable for the rest of his life.

Jungkook stood not far from him, standing awkwardly but found his way to holding Taehyung's tiny hands, taking him out from his hide place and even picked him up on to his arms.

Namjoon was the first who reacted.

"Oh my God ! Is this Taehyung? He grows bigger!", Namjoon shouted happily and opened his arms, signalling Jungkook to gave him Taehyung as he would pick him up and brought him around the house.

Taehyung had no idea. He could remember his Dad but for these people, he couldn't remember any of them.

"Be carefull, Hyung", Jungkook was joking as he gave the other man his son. Taehyung was unsure before but seeing how genuin and warm the older man's smile had, he believed in him.

Jungkook, Namjoon, and Taehyung were busying each other about how cute Taehyung now or how handsome but terrible Jungkook's look. While in the other side Seokjin and Yoongi dragging Jimin along to Seokjin's room.

"So you and Namjoon are married now?", Jimin asked in surprise, didn't even know this news when he already lived his life in Barcelona and blocked himself from everything about Seoul. Seokjin threw his arm around Jimin's waist in a very friendly way, and seeing him like Jimin was made by diamond. He looked very excited.

"Yes, for like two years", he replied in smile, "and now we're planning for having a child. How does it feel to having a kid like Taehyung? He looks so amazing."

"It's must be terrible", Yoongi said quickly, with a very unbothered face and bored tone, he followed those two men to the room. He threw himself once he saw a king size bed. "I can't imagine if i'm someday having a kid, or even a family. It would ruin my sanity. Right, Jimin?"

One thing Jimin both didn't like and really liked from someone like Yoongi was how he brutally honest about a thing in his life, asking like it was nothing about how bad it actually to build a family and then having a big responsible after that. He looked so done with dramas around him, and he was mature enough to deal with things like that.

"Taehyung is amazing, he is. But it's only because Jimin can pregnant. The sperm was from Jungkook. I won't lie if Jungkook and Jimin would having an amazing child, they're both a superior. But remember you can't pregnant, Hyung. You would adopt a child from random backgroud life and random parents. They could be a monster someday."

Brutally honest, wasn't he?

"Thanks for the words. Now i have my own reason to kick you out from this house, you piece of shit."

Jimin bit his lips, not nervous because everyone talked about family, kid and he and Jungkook, but more likely another important thing. "Guys", he said slowly, "can you promise me to not cursing in front of Taehyung? I never teach him to curse and he's just too pure and innocent to know such that thing, please?"

Both Seokjin and Yoongi turned his head to Jimin, eyes widen opened and surprisingly the first who reacted was Yoongi. "Sorry, our bad."

Jimin nodded and gave them a genuin smile, signalling them if that was alright. As he thought the conversation would lead something else like how they miss eachother so much or what, it was always lead to Jimin and Jungkook's marriage in the end.

"You meet him, how does it feel now?", Seokjin bluntly asked like it was nothing.

"It's okay. Everything's okay."

He was not okay.

"Do you miss him?"

Jimin laughed dryly, "no, what the hell?"

He missed him so much.

Yoongi chuckled when he heard how simple but fake Jimin's answer was. He could read Jimin's gesture, weird and uncomfortable. Jimin had just lied.

"So that means you're not okay and you miss him. That is so obvious. You know what, Jimin?", he pointed his finger to Jimin, "the difference between you and that bratty kid?"

The youngest shook his head, "no... What is that?"

He snorted, "the difference is you're looking like citylights and he just similiar to sunshine in the sky."

Both Seokjin and Jimin looked eachother with confused eyes, "what do you mean?", the eldest asked.

"Citylights; it's so bright and beautiful but only when the dark comes. Jimin is simply like that. He's so bright, bring other people to smile but in the way only he has. He makes people smile and happy in the darkest part the others live their lives, just like what he did to Jungkook now. That kid is really in sorrow, has nothing and Jimin left him. But somehow, Jungkook could still manage to smile in happy just only when you say Jimin's name. Jimin hurted him and left him in his downfall but Jungkook still loves him in the same way", Yoongi explained. He locked his gaze against Jimin's now who checked his nails nervously. Yep, he was trap in between this kind of conversation again yet. "Sunlight", Yoongi continued, "bright when the dark comes but brighter when the sun rises. Jungkook is a happy and cheerfull person in this world. No matter sad he is, or hurt he is, he always forces himself to smile, to brighten people's day. And that is so unfair. Jungkook has never ever showed his sadness even for once in front of us and i don't like how he managed himself with problem like this. You guys are a grow ass man. He never tells anyone yet about how he actually feels inside. He locks himself far far away."

There was a long silence afterward. People in the room got speechless after what Yoongi had said, especially Jimin. He lost his words and ability to talking again, he even held his breath until he felt so tight and hurted. People around him always told him the same thing. That that Park Jimin was a selfish man ever, leaving his husband in the sorrow and taking their child far away from the other father.

Was he selfish? He just wanted to make his and his son's life better. Jungkook would be a trouble for them both after he lost his whole damn company because his own mistake.

Was he selfish? He still loved Jungkook in the same way as his first meet with him but forced his son to believe at the lies he had told him? That Jeon Jungkook was only a stranger who flight back to moon and never come back again? Those weird lies, he even doubted himself that Taehyung believed in them, but at least he tried.

People around him always told him the same thing.

To getting back together and build a happy family life again. After Jimin was a supermodel and Taehyung really needed another partner of father. Getting back together for their son. For their real son.

Getting back together to Jeon Jungkook, the one and only man he loved so much since the first day.

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