𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

I wanna end me

Taehyung suddenly started feeling dizzy. And he collapsed on the spot.

Y/ns pov: After the recording finished Taehyung started feeling dizzy. And he collapsed a moment later. I have never seen him so weak in years, he really loves Tzuyu truely. But this was not the correct time to think so much.
I immediately called an ambulance. The ambulance came in 10 minutes. I got in the ambulance.

I sat beside a nurse who was checking his pulse and blood pressure. It was a chaotic moment for me.
Suddenly taehyung held my hand and started mumbling stuff.

Tzuyu please.......d...dont. leave.....m...me. I..I....love you ...please......dont.......dont go.

Y/n: My heart shattered into millions of pieces at this moment.

His breathing began too increase. I started panicking.

Nurse: Doctor please check he is having an attack.
Doctor: Increase the saline and keep an eye on his heart rate.

Y/n:I did not know what to do or say tears were running down without stopping . I held his hand in my hand as tightly as I can. "Taehyung dont worry everything is gonna be fine. I am here."
I said everything that may calm him down but nothing was working.

We reached the hospital. Without wasting even a single second he was rushed to the emergency room.

1 hour later:

While it was waiting outside I got a call. It was Tzuyu.

" ohhh my darling are you crying?? Please dont cry. I'll be sad if you cry anyway you should be happy that Taehyung is yours now. Cause I ran far far away with all his money. Enjoy your husband who is a looser".

Y/ns pov: I cant tolerate this bitch anymore. Bad for her she thinks she won this war. Huhh she is getting in jail . I have proof that she is the thief.

(Suddenly the emergency room opened revealing a doctor.)

I ran towards him. DOCTOR!! Is he fine ?? Is he good?? Something bad happened please tell me please..

Doctor: Ms calm down. He is alright he had an attack due to some sort of news I guess. Everything is fine. But his brains condition is not good. He will start getting panick attacks soon. You have to be really patient with him and make him feel loved. That's it. Love is his medicine right now.

Y/n: thank you so much doctor. I'll really cant ever pay you back.

Doctor: welcome miss. That's my duty. If you are related to him then please fill the documents and bills on the counter. After filling all the papers you can meet him in room 401.

Y/ns pov: ok doctor thanks.

(After finishing all the paperwork Y/n enters Taehyungs room)

Y/ns pov: As I entered the room I saw Taehyung hugging his knees and crying.
I walked towards him. As I walked closer and closer I heard his pain and tears grow louder and louder. I could not stop my tears as well.
I reached beside his bed. I kept my hand on his shoulder.

He looked up at me with his eyes all red and swollen. And then suddenly he hugged my waist.

Taehyungs pov: (stumbling)Y/n I know you may feel I am a really bad person. Yes I am bad I admit it. But I know you love me that's why I am letting my tears flow in front of you.
Y/n I loved Tzuyu with all my heart. I gave her everything she wanted. Every expensive gucci and channel shit. But she left me. My real mother who never wanted me, tortured me when I was small. She left me too. My step mom I know she loves me like her own child. But I am cold towards her too.

Y/n I know you always made many dishes for me but I never ate all of them. Except pancakes. I dont know what rubbish I am speaking but please dont leave.

My dad gave me his business. He told me this company was really dear to him. I lost it too.

WHY WHY AM I SO USELESS Y/N. I DONT DESERVE TO BE ALIVE.
I WANT TO DIE
PLEASE PLEASE KILL ME
I DID MANY BAD THINGS TO YOU Y/N TAKE THE REVENGE
KILL ME PLEASE I DONT WANT TO LIVE
PLEASE