To say that Baz was a wreck, was a complete and utter understatement. Fiona had only left the flat that he shared with his boyfriend a couple of hours beforehand. She had another appointment that she couldn't duck out on, and Baz needed her out of the house before Simon got home. But once she was gone, that was really when the panic started to set in. Baz was panicking so much that he thought that he was either going to throw up or pass out or both. He was pregnant. He was pregnant with the love of his life's baby. He was scared out of his wits. He had absolutely no idea what he was doing. Baz knew absolutely nothing about being a parent. Until a couple of years ago he didn't even have that great of a relationship with his own parents. And his birth mother was dead so he obviously couldn't ask her for any advice on the situation. And he knew that he must have scared Fiona half to death when he convinced her to come over here earlier. But she was the only adult that he could trust that he could get into contact with and have them come over fast. He was really clueless, which he now finds very ironic since he graduated at the top of his class at Watford and he was in the top percent in his college classes as well. Of course, what else was to be expected of him, he was the son of Natasha Pitch after all, and his mother was one of the smartest people in the whole world. And she'd probably kill him if she could see him now, but that's besides the point at the moment.
Feeling like he couldn't settle the restless feeling that he had going on, Baz decided that it was a good idea to go and pace around the flat. He was desperate to try and calm himself down some before Simon got home. He knew that Simon would be able to tell the exact minute that he walked into the house that something was wrong. And yes, when they were in their younger days, Simon was known for being quite oblivious and a little bit dense and somewhat on the naive side. But the only thing in exception to that was Baz himself. When Simon had hated Baz, he grew accustomed to watching his behaviors and following him around everywhere. And by the time that they had started their butting relationship, he had already gotten pretty good at reading the young vampire. And that ability has only grown over the years, and it has gotten to the point that it's almost scary how well Simon and Baz can read each other. And to be honest that ability had both helped and almost tore apart their relationship. Luckily that was when they were able to learn the value of communication in a relationship. Ever since then, things have been running smoothly for the most part. At least until now, that is. Oh, he was beyond screwed, and walking around the flat only made him feel even worse instead of better. Oh Crowley, he was doomed.
Deciding that he was probably going to pass out from the lack of oxygen if he didn't sit down soon, Baz decided to go and lay down in their bed. He laid down on his back, and brought his hands up to cover his face. It was then that he realized that he was crying. It had been a good while since the last time that he ended up crying over something serious. Though this is the first time that he's ever been pregnant and he now realizes that hormones are no joke. He's currently feeling about 25 different emotions that he didn't know existed until now running through his body. Baz was so lost on what to do with the situation. He's never been put in a situation like this before now. Though he's known since he was 12 that he had the ability to get pregnant and carry children, but he never thought that it was a real possibility until he met Simon. All of his life ever since he was 5 years old he's been ostracized by his family and inadvertently the rest of the magic world for being different. No one wanted a mage who was a gay, a vampire, with the ability to reproduce. Though since vampires are known for being infertile more times than not, he thought that the possibility of having his own family was ripped away from him. Guess, he was proven wrong, and this time he didn't really mind that he wasn't right. He was just scared out of his mind about what Simon would think of this.
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What would Simon think about the baby? That seemed to be the only thought that was running through Baz's head at the time. He knew that Simon didn't hate children, he had enough proof that he loved them with how he acted with his and Bounce's own siblings whenever they saw them. Simon was actually surprisingly good with kids and they loved him. And Baz would never admit this out loud to anybody, but one of the things that he loved to do was sit back and watch Simon play with kids. And he has a bad habit of daydreaming about what it would be like to watch Simon play with children who had golden curls, rosy cheeks, and beautiful baby blue eyes. And in these day dreams he always pictures the kids looking more like Simon than himself. But he's okay with that, he wants their children to look more like Simon anyway. Simon's so beautiful in his eyes that he wants as many little carbon copies of him running around as possible. And that thought alone helps to calm him down just a little bit. But he still wasn't out of the woods yet.
