Tuesday 16th 0ctober, 2021
6:38
Dear diary
So a few months into the year I should be comfortable,right, but no I still have no friends. It's not like I'm tryna be a freaking mess but that's all I seem to be good at. Why? I don't know , I can never muster up the confidence to talk to anyone. On top of that anytime I do get up and talk my demeanor is often misread and I just look stupid. I don't have anything in common with anyone here and I'm super weird, ain't that a great mix. Today was also the worst day of my life, at lunch I went and spilled juice on someone and to add salt to the wound, IT WAS A CUTE BOY. Omg I was so embarrassed why does this always happen to me. I tried to help clean it up but I think I just made it worse , what is wrong with me. And even though I probably ruined his shirt he was super nice to me trying to make me feel like bat a total klutz, he probably really thinks I'm stupid though. He said his name was Noah, I told him my name but doesn't really matter he's probably gonna forget me anyway.
Why me.
-Freya
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