Chapter 10: Express Your Feelings To Me

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Taehyung POV


I looked at Y/n as she ate, her eyes looked at mine and she quickly looked away. She placed her spoon down and the guys looked at her. "I'm gonna go out for a bit with Lisa, later," she mumbled. "You didn't finish eating," Jin said, confused with her behavior lately. "Well, I'm full." She stood up and quickly walked out of the house. "What's wrong with her, she's been acting weird lately," Yoongi mumbled, looking towards the door. "Yea, she has," Jimin said being worried about her. I looked down and fiddled with the button of my shirt

Jimin POV

"Wonho, you must know something," I asked him, looking over at him. "Um n-no," he uttered. "That's weird, you guys always talk..." Jin said and I started to think that's awkward. If Y/n had something bothering her, she would always go to us or if it's too much Taehyung. "Taehyung kissed Y/N!" Hoseok screamed. I froze not believing what I just heard. I felt my blood boil as I looked up at Taehyung in anger. "WHAT!!!" I yelled. Taehyung looked up in shock. "Hoseok.." He mumbled. "I was tryna talk to you but when I opened the door a bit, I saw- I saw that." I stood up, slamming my hand on the table. "Why did you do it!?" I yelled in anger. My heart was lit up in fury. "Jimin, I-" I cut him off. "You know how I fucking feel about Y/n, I told you first!" I growled. "Jimin, I like her too, I'm sorry!" He said and I nodded. " Yeah sorry, you used it to your fucking advantage." I scoffed. "Really, it doesn't matter, I bet I like her more than you could."

This sick bastard! "You really think so, I've liked her for years and you played the hero huh!" I howled, he really is doing this. "She is closer with me, If I tell her how I feel, she'll be with me," he said, using that as an excuse. "Fucking asshole!" I charged at him and punched him in the face. "Hajima!" Namjoon yelled. "You're just mad, mad that I finally made a move." Taehyung pushed me back roughly. I got pulled back and so was Taehyung. "You're a fucking traitor," I grunted. "Hajima!!" I got out of the boy's grip and glared at him. "I fucking trusted you," I muttered, feeling hurt. I called him my best friend. "Jimin, I-I can't help how I feel!" he said and I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, neither can I. Don't talk to me." I  walked out of the house and walked off to the forest.

Y/n POV


I was walking with Lisa and I saw Jimin walk off into the forest. "Where's he going?" I asked, wondering. "Who?" She asked me. "Jimin, he looks furious." Go ahead, I'll catch you later." She pushed me forward and waved me off. I followed him into the woods. He took out his gun and shot at a tree, I walked towards him and hugged him. " Chim Chim..." He nudged me off softly and shot the tree again. "What's wrong?" I asked him. Why is he acting like this? "Nothing..." He shot at the tree once more, again and again, till I finally grabbed his wrist. He stopped shooting and he looked at me. "...Did wonho kiss you?"

I let go of his wrist and looked away. "Jimin why are you asking something like that?" Jimin put the gun in his pocket and turned towards me. "Hosoek saw yall, so there's no need to lie." He mumbled and I looked at him. "I didn't know he was gonna kiss me Jimin, it was out of nowhere," I explained. "Why are you telling me all this?" I stopped talking and I sighed. "I-I feel like I have to," I clarified. "I'm just gonna be straight with you Y/n... Taehyung likes you and so do I." I looked at him surprised and my heart started beating fast. "Y-You like me."

"Yeah, I should have said it a long time ago, but now I have the courage to tell you at the wrong time. I'm fighting with my best friend over the very first girl I really care for..." He sighed. He was about to walk away but I grabbed his hand, making him turn around and look at me. "How long?" I asked him, wanting to know how long he has liked me. "What?" he said. "How long have you liked me Jimin?" I asked. "The second year after we became friends," he uttered. "When were you gonna tell me-" he cut me off. "I didn't want to tell you, I was gonna let my feelings go and they won't... I don't plan on losing you..." he said, getting frustrated.

He moved his hand and walked off. My heartache to see him leave, to see him be distant with me, to be broken because of me. I walked off to the house and walked inside to see Wonho on the couch with a bruise on his face. He looked at me and I was about to go towards him but I stopped myself. You need space Y/n, you need some space. "Y/n..." I quickly ran up the stairs. "Y/n!" I tried to close the door but Wonho blocked the door with his body. "Y/n, please let's talk, I need to talk to you," he yelled, sounding desperate. "I don't wanna talk Taehyung." I murmured. "Please..." I sighed, feeling like this would be a mistake. I opened the door and he walked into my room. I sat down on the bed and he stood in front of me.

"Y/n... I'm sorry for just kissing you out of nowhere, I shouldn't have done-" He stopped for a second and held my hand, looking at me softly. "Y/n, I've liked you for a while and I know we're friends but if you give me a chance to make you mine, I'll treasure you," he said softly. "Taehyung I need time... to think about how I feel," I said not feeling good. "I think I can help you." He leaned towards me and stopped before he touched my lips. "Will you allow me to..."

I wanted to know if I would feel anything... Maybe I do have feelings for Taehyung, I just haven't acknowledged it yet. I leaned forward, catching his lips in mine. His hand on my waist, slowly kissing me back. I was about to pull away but Taehyung held onto my neck, keeping me close. He then pulled away and looked at me... it didn't feel right, to just kiss my best friend. "I'll wait for you." He kissed my cheek and walked out of my room. I laid in my bed and I groaned.


Well that was tough

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