Cash: one in a million

Our new house

This week went by in a blur. Everything I had was gone. My boyfriend left me. And yes I'm a boy. My name is Nash. Everything I hoped for is gone. We are moving to another state. My love, I will miss you. I look out the window trying to erase my thoughts but it all comes back to you. You and your beauty. All I want is to have you back for one day. I try to hold back my tears but they start to flow. It killed me to know that you never loved me. I wiped my face with my sleeve. I look in the mirror and see that my nose turned red and my eyes are red. My mother sees that I started to cry and takes my hand.
"Nash baby, he wasn't good enough for you if he would do that. There is a perfect guy out there that would love you just have you in his arms and will never want to let you go. You're still 17. You're still young."
"Mom I know." I say and look out the window to clear my thoughts. Hayes, my brother is in the back. His expression showed confusion and worry. I'm a little nervous about them. He just left his girlfriend Heather. My love is hard to find. I'm gay. I always hoped for love and I thought I found it. I guess I was wrong. We arrive at the house. It was beautiful. Two stories. I look at Hayes and smile.
"I call the room closes to the stairs. Like always." I say. I run upstairs and look at the room I picked out. It was perfect. I show the men where to put my bed and dressers. I put my clothes away. I lay on my bed and put my headphones in. School tomorrow. This is a time to worry.