broken Love By Zero

The hardest thing to do is get over a love that breaks you so deeply but was so true that you don't think it could be another lie but it is. You cry and cry but stare at the wall when you feel yourself physically falling apart, you don't tell anyone, you say your fine when really you just want to die. You read the fairy tales, see the disney movies and think that's going to be your life one day, then you get there and realize it was all one big lie, but when you are in love with someone you become a puppy dog and let them back hoping they changed. Well now that you know that, I'm Frankie Night I'm 23 years old and I'm crazy in love with my best friend's brother, I go to San Francisco Convery Of Music, off note I'm completely in love with writing music and singing/ rap. Okay so now that we got the little intureduction over with I can go on with the story. So this starts off like every other day I'm getting ready for Class, and head out to grab breakfast with my best friend Billie, she's the same age as me and of wants to write music we cowrite some songs together, anyways we get breakfast and head to class, first literature second choir and so on. But tonight instead of going to the bar we go to Billie's mom and dad's house of course my brother comes and and Billie's brothers comes. Mrs and Mr Stayling thank you so much for inviting me and Dorian back I say with a smile Oh, hunny please call us Mary and Gilbert, Mrs Stayling says with a chuckle they been like a mom and dad to me and my brother. so we always been welcome to their home. we turn around when we the door open and my brother Dorian and Billie's brother Milo come. We all hug and say hi then go to the dining room.

After dinner my brother comes and finds me, FRANKIE! my brother yells down the hall Oh, Hey Dori, i say Frankie i got some really great news for you but you're gonna have to show up at 9:00 in the morning okay? he said With a raised eyebrow I reply okay I guess? okay so i aks Milo about- giving you a job at my studio Milo says cutting off Dorian, thats rude man you can't cut me off while I'm talking to Frankie about the job Dorian says with a chuckle yea well do your shit outta luck Milo says with a smirk, god the smirk... Shit stop thinking like that Frankie! I think to myself, I know you guys both love me but come on no need to fight and thank you guys I say with a smirk I don't love anyone Franie Milo says in a serious tone Oh come on Milo you know i was kidding I reply with a smile ummm hey guys i would love to stay and chat but I got to go to the studio in La Dorian interps okay love you Dori I tell him love you too Franks bye he replies see ya bro Milo says and Dorian leaves me alone with Milo, so thank you for giving me the job I tell Milo yeah well your welcome see you tomorrow at work 9 on the clock He says then walks past me and gives me a little pat on my back. Its pass midnight and I'm walking back to the dorm where Billie waits for me, there you are babe, a fimilar voice says from behind me frozen in my steps i feel the hand that use to beat me around on my shoulder h-hi lucas i say oh come on babe don't be like that Lucas says with a smirk what do you want Lucas I reply while turning around to face him I want you Frankie come back he replys I can't Luc I don't want to I say looking down to the ground you can and you are he says a little louder he grabs my wrist, I gasp and try to pull my arm back but hes grip tightens ow your hurting me I whimper oh shut the fuck up Franks he replys while pulling me ow no stop i say but he doesn't listen stop please stop luc let me go i say again shut up Franks I mean it he says louder like he wants to yell with my other hand i smack him and his grip loosens he lets go and I run but not fast enough becuase he cathes up and pushes me to the ground. He flips me over and sits on top of me no stop get off i say but not able to yell he ignore ow stop your hurting me i say he smacks me in response I feel a sting and the blood rush to my cheek tears well up in my eyes but i blink them away so he doesn't see me cry please stop i whimper but he doesn't he just slides my skirt down no no no this can't be happening I think.

I see something shiny he has a Knife lucas please don't do this i cry out loud but he cuts my t-shirt so you can see my bra in response, one hand covers my mouth while the other one explores my body, finally i let the tears fall he unzips his pants then out of the blue I see a shadow appear and push him off me, i back up toward the buildings wall when I finally see who the shadow is its Milo he keeps punching Lucas, Mm-mm-milo i say in such a low voice i can barely hear myself but Milo doesn't respond M-mlio i say a little louder this time shit Frankie are you okay? Milo says running up to me and with that i start crying more fuck fuck fuck i dont want him to see me like this Milo stands up then reaches his hand out towards me i take it in response he helps me stands up then takes his jacket off before he gives it to me he looks at me still in shock of what happen but looks like he taking a mental picture of me in my underwear and bra, I can't believe this fucking happen i whimper he hands me the jacket in resonse but then looks at me a little longer. I'll press charges on the fucker Milo says n-n-no please i dont want to go to court for this i say crying what! you were almost fucking raped by lucas He says louder i-i know but i wasnt you were there thank you i say, we reach his car and he opens my door we start driving fuck what am i going to tell Billie I say outloud you can come to my place tonight, tell her you ran into a friend and went to the bar to catch up a lil and then you got drunk and went to her place he says No Milo i can't i say you can he replys but- no buts tonight you were in danger and its my job since your my bestfriends little sister to make sure your safe he says cutting me off o-o-okay. We reach his apartment and go inside, wait here Milo says and i do, he ran up the stairs and i hear a door open and water running, then i see him appear on top of the staircase, come here he says so i do i wrap myself tighter with his sweater and he leads me to bathroom the bath is full and there's bubbles, so i know this seems weird but after what happen tonight i thought you could use a bath he says t-thank y-you i say with a reply he wipes my tear away in response then leaves shutting the door behind him.