I remember this voice, this was the voice I wanted to hear for so long. I already knew whom the voice belong to. Because how come I can forget that. It was him.
I was so lost in my mind thinking about him that I didn't realize I was on my knees sitting. Suddenly I heard he said something to me, so I got up with all the courage I have and I turned towards him. He was totally shocked when he saw me. He didn't expected it will be me neither I expected that I will bump to him one day. But then he smiled and said "hi mellie". Long time no see
( on my mind)
wow you are saying long time no see even after you left voluntarily. great.
At that time I wanted to ask him so many things why he left me,why he didn't told me anything,why he left like that. But I couldn't being able to speak a word.
He spoke to me "hey are u not going to say even a hi ".
Then I finally spoke"umm,hi".
He introduced that little boy to me and guess what, that little boy was his son. He said to the boy "baby look this is my friend mellisa,say hi.
That little boy waved at me and said hi after wiping his teary eyes.
I was on the verge of crying so I just said "u got a cute baby ".
He thanked me. He then asked me for my number so we can keep on touch.
wow after all this he even consider me as a friend and want to keep on touch okay great.
I gave him a number god knows belong to whom because I gave him a random number because I don't want him to contact me I want to forget him. After that I said bye to them and left. As I was about to pass them I heard him say from behind to the little boy "okay let's go to mamma, she's waiting". After that I couldn't hold my tears. A tear just slipped from my left eye. But I wipe that out and went out from the mall. I got on my car and drove myself to a beach near to the mall. I was already dark so noone was at the beach. I got of from my car and sat on the sand. The beach was really calm and the ocean breeze was giving a relaxing vibe.
I was just sitting there alone and looking at the ocean with a heavy heart and a blank mind.
At that time I didn't knew what I felt sad,angry,happy or REGRET. I just keep blamming myself that why I didn't approached him earlier. I was dumb. I can't express my feelings. But that's okay. Not everyone get what they want from life.
He got a family. He got a cute son and a wife. That's great.
Maybe we were not meant for eachother.
