For Better or For Worse

Chapter 8

ARTHIT'S P.O.V

The morning came too soon. I tried to open my eyes but they just feel too heavy. Still I had to get up. I felt around to find Kongpob. But the bed was empty. "Oh. You are awake early." I pried open one eye to look for the source of the voice. Kongpob came out of the shower with a towel around his waist. Way to start the day, I thought. I forced myself to sit up while he got dressed for office. "Come on. Go take a shower. Since you woke up early you can take your time to get ready. No need to rush for office today." He came and sat next to me. He ran his fingers through my hair to fix my bed head. Why does it feel this good today? He kissed me on my cheek to wake me up properly.  I want him to keep doing all this things today whereas other days I'll run away being shy. Instead I put my hands around his waist and put my head on the crook of his neck. I love his scent. It's like breathing fresh forest smell.

"Arthit, if you keep being this cute I'm not letting you go to your office." He warned me lightly. I hesitated for a minute. What the hell? Why do I want to take on his offer? What's wrong with me today? Still I let go of him saying "Fine, I'm going."

Today's breakfast was made by Kongpob. Toast, butter, coffee and fruit. Simple. Healthy. Kongpob style. We left together for the office. He said he'll drop me today. The weather is hot today. But didn't they said it's going to rain today? I thought while I cranked up the AC. "Are you feeling warm?" Kongpob asked. "A little. Probably because of the meds. Don't worry." I assured him. "Ok. If you are saying so."

But I was wrong. As the time passed I just felt more warm. It was becoming too hot. It was becoming a very uncomfortable situation for me. It's lunch time now, so thank God my colleagues are not here. I went to the washroom to get freshen up. I splashed cold water on my face but it was useless. Everything was becoming suddenly too much. Too noisy,too uncomfortable, too hot. I opened the first two buttons of my shirt to cool down. Even the shirt was feeling too much. At that irritating moment I realized, I needed Kongpob. I knew that he will know what to do. He will be able to help me. Because there is just no way I will be able to survive the day without embarrassing myself.

I quickly pulled out my phone and dialed his number. He picked up after too long or maybe as usual,I didn't count. "Hi P! Did you had your lunch?" he asked me cheerfully. "Mmmnn Kong!" SHIT! DID I JUST MOAN? "P? Where are you right now?" His voice became serious in an instant. I gathered my leftover strength and answered him. "Kong.. pick me up.. please.. not feeling good.. too hot.. in the bathroom.." I took a deep breath to calm myself. "Stay there. I'm coming. Tell P'Earth or someone to keep your things with them. I'll collect them." I nodded. Not that he can see. I texted P'Earth with difficulty as my eyes were becoming blurry.

I knew it's not safe to stay like this so I dragged myself to one of the cubicles and locked it. It was an endless wait. It's seems like hours when Kongpob came. He knocked on my closed door."Oon!" I opened the door as soon as I heard his voice. "Kong!" I hugged him. I didn't care that I was sweating or I was crying. I just needed him to help me. "Sshh. It's ok love.. I'm here. I'm right here." he tried to comfort me while rubbing circles on my back. After a few minutes or seconds I felt a little sane. I looked at Kongpob and he wiped the tears. "Let's go to the hospital first. " I just gripped his coat tightly and shook my head. I didn't trust my voice much." Home... please." I managed to say. He looked at my state and agreed it will be better. He took off his coat and put it over me.I wanted to throw it out because it was too hot but he stopped me. "You're shirt is wet. You can not go out like this." I kept quite after that. I didn't care anymore. I just want to go home.

It was raining. The whether report was right. The AC was on full blast. I kept my eyes closed. I don't know when we reached home or how I ended up on our bed in fresh cloth. But when I opened my eyes the burning sensation came back in full force. "Hmm." I moaned out. I needed something. "Arthit? How are you feeling?" I looked at Kong and felt helpless. I teared up."Kong! Help me. It's too hot. Please." I can see he didn't understand. Heck, even I'm not understanding anything.

He helped me sit up and open my T-shirt. The moment his touch fell on my skin I knew what I need. I wanted him. "Kong." I gripped his arms.I wanted to tell him but didn't knew how. "Yes Arthit.Tell me what you need." I cried again. It was a very embarrassing moment for me. I never felt like this. There is a fire inside me. Burning. I realized only Kongpob can help me but I was not able to say it. I never had to. I wish he would just understand it and put me out of this misery.

So I was surprised when he suddenly kissed me. It felt like rain to my fire. I just pulled him closer and deepened the kiss. We never kissed like this. There was no sweetness in it. Just desire. Lust. He laid me down on our bed and kept on kissing me. His kisses went from my lips to my jaw, to my neck. He didn't leave any place of skin untouched. He probably left marks everywhere. But I didn't care a bit. The room started to fill with our moans and groans. It was just what I needed. The moment he touched me down there I became impatient."Kong. Please." The fire within me intensified. I wanted him inside me. "I don't want to hurt you love. I have to prepare you." Kongpob tried to make me understand. But I was not having it. I looked into his eyes and shook my head. " Please Kong. Now. I can't stand it anymore." He sighed. But didn't argue more. I know he doesn't like the idea of hurting me and I might regret it later but right now it doesn't matter. When we finally joined I felt satisfied. I felt relieved. I kissed him and he kissed back. "I love you Oon.So much." I put my hands around his neck and pulled him closer. " I love you too Kong. More than anything in this world." He gave me that special smile. The one which takes my breath away and we continued where we left.

A/N: I'm on fire today. I wrote three chapters in a day. And almost 2 in the morning. Anyway it's MY FIRST EVER SMUT SCENE!! I'm blushing..It's hot in here.uff. Please don't kill me if it's not good.
On different note,I'm really thankful to the views and votes this story is getting. Thank you so much for reading this story.Now I'm gonna rest my imagination a little for the next part.