~Chapter 10~

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Are we mad?"
"No I'm not.... Touya"

One thing you learn through years is that you never know what the person in front of has been through. His past is hidden locked in the darkest corners of his memories waiting for someone special to unlock it. But tasks such as these are difficult and often too dangerous.



His aquamarine eyes widened in disbelief and wave of pain spread through him. Flashes of his past came back to his mind. Blood, screams , begging, burning and mostly pain. Overwhelming pain. A frown was plastered on his face and his fists were were closed so tight his knuckles went white. (Y/n) stared at them man in front of her guilt evident in her green eyes. A hand shot to her mouth as soon as she said those four words. She didn't even know what was this name. It was just repeated again and again in her head by the voices.
"W-What did you just say" his voice came out as growling and he struggled to keep himself under control. "I-I'm sorry I- I don't know what I just said I-"

"YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW?! YOU JUST SAID IT!" The young man came closer and closer making the space between them smaller since she had nowhere to turn to. She was stuck to the wall. "Say it again I dare you" her eyes were full of tears and she was trying to keep them from falling. "I SAID SAY IT AGAIN!" "T-touya" his face was so close she could feel his breath. His piercing eyes were glaring daggers and she wished she could just shrink. "How do you know that name?" His voice came out as a whisper and the girl just stood there frozen in the spot. "T-the voices t-told me" a low dry chuckle left dabi's throat and a small clear tear escaped the girl's eye. " the voices. What are you? Crazy? A hero with a psycho daughter?" The girl swallowed the lump in her throat " it's my quirk" the man just clicked his tongue. "You want to tell me you have another quirk?" The girl slowly nodded avoiding eye contact with the villain. She was trying so hard to keep her sobs under control so that he doesn't notice. But she knew. He was toying with her. Her jaw clenched and the young man placed two fingers under her chin forcing her to lock eyes with him. "If you ever say that name again in front of anyone I will make sure you burn to ashes" his eyes were threatening but she couldn't understand why she wasn't afraid. She wasn't crying because of fear but because when he touched her neck she saw his past. She felt his pain. This overwhelming pain. Her tears were falling down like a waterfall but she didn't care. Time for both of them had stopped. His deep blue pools scanned her face taking her features in. How her bright green eyes stared into his very soul. How the clear tears fell down her pale cheeks next to her full rosy lips. Why did he feel like that? He couldn't gat mad at her. Her innocent face made him feel. He had feelings. The ice around his cold heart was melting by the warmth emitted by her when she was looking over to him. His face was so close to her. A variety of thoughts ran through his head. It was too much. Both of them were now alone in the room. They were both frozen. No one made a move to leave. Eyes locked ,faces so close they could practically feel each other's breaths. Heartbeat so loud it could be heard from miles. Yet they couldn't move. (Y/n) was the first one to break this silence. "So much pain, why is your life filled with so much pain?" Her voice came out as a whisper and she looked at him broken. Her hand shot up to his face and she cupped his rotten skin. He didn't stop her. Her cold hand felt so good against his hot skin. His eyes were wide from her words. Why did she care? No one ever cared about him. "What?" "Your father he hurt you, didn't he?" His jaw was clenched and she could feel it on her hand. " how the hell do you know that?" " I saw it, I can see your past Dabi, I can feel your pain". He fought for so long to forget these memories, hide them from the world and a fragile young woman had just managed to release them. His arms slapped her hand away from his face when he came back to reality and he just stared at her in disbelief. His body turned away from her and he just left her standing there, pain and guilt in her eyes. Her body slowly fell down to the ground and tears stained her face. "I'm sorry. Why do I keep messing everything up?"

after crying for a while she swallowed her pain and decided to leave everything behind. Why did she care about everything and everyone? Why couldn't she be like she used to be in the past? When she didn't give the tiniest shit about anyone. Her eyes turned neon green and a frown found its place on her face. Her face hardened and her gaze was piercing. 'Why do you keep caring about people that don't  feel the same (y/n)....' soft growling left her throat. 'They don't give a damn about you.....' "I don't care about them" her dark side was swallowing her. But she still remained calm. She got up and forgot about the situation she was previously in. Her tears had dried by now. Her face showed no signs of pain or guilt anymore. Noises were heard coming from the stairs and she snapped her head towards them. Hawks and all might were walking down the stairs talking to each other smiles plastered on their faces. (Y/n)'s face softened. The view in front of her made her feel warm inside and she tried to push away the darkness. She fought all her life. She had to avoid the voices. She can't lose the fight now. The two men were closer now and noticed the girl sitting on the couch. "Good morning young (y/n)! How was your sleep?" The girl turned her head towards them giving them a smile. "I have slept better but it's ok. How about you two?" Both of them looked at her with a smile but the winged hero's eyes were full of worry. "We slept just fine right hawks?" The younger man just nodded locking eyes with the girl on the couch. But their staring contest was cut short by the endeavor's loud voice. "Good morning" endeavor along with the rest of his family were coming down the stairs. " we are going to be leaving if anything new happens contact me right away" all might stared at the pro hero in disbelief "what right now we have to discuss-" " we can't ,we have nothing to discuss we have no clues. I have better things to do" and with that they were out of the door. (Y/n) didn't even have the chance to thank the youngest Todoroki. The poor young woman signed letting her head fall in her hands. He was right. They had no clues. The world was in danger and they couldn't do anything to save it. As she was trying to stop her head from spinning she felt the couch next to her dip and something soft tickling her back. "Are you ok?" The soft voice of Hawks brought her back to reality. Her head slowly came up and she stared at the young hero in front of her. In the past few days she met a lot of new people yet only three caught her eye. And hawks was one of them. "I-I'm fine i just think about the situation and we've got nothing. Endeavor is right". Hawks gave her an apologetic smile and traced soothing circles on her back. His red wings were around her covering her from the cold. She knew about his past and she wondered. How could he be so calm and sweet with such a past. How could two people with similar pasts react in such a different way. Why did Dabi changed so much? The girl tried to drown her thoughts and let herself calm down under his touch. "I know we are in a difficult situation but if we give up now we won't have the chance to even try and save the world" Hawks was such a kind guy. But was she didn't know was that he was not the only one intrigued by her. He had to fight to get her.

He had to fight the two long lost brothers.

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