FALLING

Chapter~1

Antonio's pov.. ahh I yawn getting up and checking my phone its 7:15am "I groan " ugh, ever since I asked my mom about my dad she's been brushing it off which got me to thinking why doesn't she wanna tell me about him or who he is. rising from my bed the sun blinds my eyes. Walking to my bathroom I stop at the window and through it I see him *naked* I catch myself staring and I feel myself growing. But I don't like guys. He turns around and I move out of the window. I close my curtain and lay back down.

5 min later...

As I get up I look down. I'm still working hard. I grab my towel and go in the bathroom to turn on the shower I step in and begin to wash up. I cannot seem to stop thinking about him. I begin to think, do I like guys? Why did I get a hard on? I peek through the window and he's there once again get ready he turned his head and saw me I jumped to the side *my heart beating so fast* as I begin to get ready I look at the time is only 6:30 I lay down and grab my penis as I stroke I can't seem to get him out my head i start going faster and faster "argh ahhh" I moan I get back in the shower and wash again I get out dry off and go to my closet.

Why did I just jerk off to another guy? Am I gay? Do I like the same sex ? No I can't be. as I'm putting on my sneakers I get a text from my ex typical her "hey" I roll my eyes what does she want "wassup" I finish getting ready I had on something simple *a gray polo sweats suit white t and my air forces* I put my watch on, grabbed my bag and headed out.

*****

I get in my car and look at the time shit I have 30 min to get to school great. As I'm driving I hit shuffle play on my phone. When I get there at 20 I get out "Thankyou god" my mom would have kicked my ass. She works too hard for me to not give her the exact same. ... When I get to class he's there I walk in there's no seat but by him "fuckk" I sit down and pull out my book and a pen he places a paper on my desk I look at him nervously as I read it *note* hey what's up I'm Ariel your neighbor here's my number text me after class 342-485-8532 don't forget ;). I smile, class is over in no time and speed out fast. The rest of the day goes by hella fast and I zoom out of school. I turn to the thing that helps the most weed god I haven't smoked in so long I put in vape shops near here and gps it. I get there and ask if they have wax pens and backwoods I pay and leave I get home and moms not hear *mom* I scream ...crickets I take of everything and put on shorts and grab my slides I go to the backyard and roll up grab my lighter spark it up and enjoy *this is everything I needed a wonderful stress reliever* I finish the blunt and Remember the note Ariel gave me I put the number in and text it *yooo it's Antonio from economics* he replies *yo wassup bro * *not shit smoking wyo*.*shii same bout to order some food no cap* "I reply that's wassup what's good around here* "they got this fire hibachi shit but it's dine in or takeout no delivery you tryna go " *hell yea I'm finish this blunt and take a shower I'll hit you when I'm ready* "Aii same"

*****

30 minutes later... * I finish putting on my cologne grabbed my wallet and my phone then texted Ariel " yo I'm ready" he replied * I'm ready too* " Aii meet me by my car in 5 the blue one" "bet" I get outside and walk to my car while texting my mom " hey ma I'm gonna go get something to eat with a friend be back later"as i'm waiting for him to come outside i turn on some music and blast that shit *knock knock*.*** as i walk outside i hear this loud ass music coming from his car i walk over and knock on the window he turns and jumps " open the door scary ass i say as i get in the car" "i nearly jumped out my seat don't do that again' 'sorry bae' "what you just call me ion fuck with that gay shit" still tryna maintain the rest of the masculinity i have left i snap ' damn homie what you barking for I'm just joking i mean you did see my dick i said under my breath with a light chuckle' "huh" nothing i was just talking to myself' "oh aii thats whats i thought fore i leave yo ass here keep playing" 'aii chill can we go get some food im starving unless i can eat you for dinner instead i say winking at him he gives me a mad look' "GET OUT" ' chill aii that was the last time i promise i say laughing' "it better be"

****** Antonios pov

As we pull up to the place i couldn't stop myself from staring at him he looked so cute staring out the window with his nice juicy lips and thick curly hair following behind his big brown eyes was i falling for a guy anyways i look over seeing he had fell asleep i mean it was a pretty long drive i tap repeatedly telling him to wake up " yoo get up were here " he jumps up "whos the scared now " he laughs wiping the drool from his face " you better not have got that shit on my seats i say getting out the car. He gets out and we head as I walk up to the waiter and say table for 2 he grabs two menus and says follow me a waiter will be right with you. As i'm looking at the menu i catch ariel staring at me " what i say" ' nothing your just so damn cute he responds "chill i say chuckling" 'oh he laughs i would have never thought i could get a laugh out of you' "what makes you so sure about that" interrupting him the waiter comes up hi im anthony i'll be taking your order today can i start you off with a drink or are we ready to order " ready to order i say quickly **** our food comes and i start scarfing that shit down like patrick in that episode of sponge bob where his mouth is a vacuum " so back to what we were talking about i say breaking the silence what made you say what you said earlier he clears his throat ' because your so rude sometimes' " what how" ' nothing just forget it he says getting up i pay the tab and walk to my car **** as i pull up on our block i look at him it's like i ruined his mood and i mean as much as i try not to do that to people that's how it goes i gotta apologize, i pull up next to his house ' thankyou for the ride and for the food i'll send you the money for my half' " nah it's all good" 'aii later' " as he gets out the car i grab his hand damn there so soft, i apologize for how i acted earlier i guess with me being new and all i had this wall i keep up but i don't mean to hurt people i'm truly sorry if i hurt you" ' wow umm thank you but it's all good i didn't, " cutting him off i put my lips on his after going at it for at least five minutes we pull apart " god i been wanting to do that to you all day im just like you know tryna figure out my sexuality and all " ' first of all wow and second i get where you coming from i remember when i first discovered it but it'll get easier once you embrace it but can i kiss you again i say leaning in' " why don't you just go grab some clothes and come inside i say" ' getting out the car i rush to open the front door' " when i walk inside i see my moms still not home i pick up my phone and text her hey mom i'm home i didn't see your car just wondering where you were and also im inviting a friend over from school to work on some hw see you when you get home *** ding i pick up my phone seeing a text from ariel and my mom ok honey i had to catch a flight back home to rap up a book release i'll be home in two days don't burn down my house love you, i reply ok love you to when i read the next text ariel says he's outside i go open the door inviting him in he walks in with a book bag and starts heading upstairs

What do you thinks gonna happen now that antonios mom is gone for 2 days and ariel and ant house the house to themselves lemme know in the comments