I started listening to different music before it was stuff like;The Jam, The Who and other stuff. But know it is like;Bring Me the Horizon, Hollywood Undead and screamo shit. Knowing i am a diffrent person bleeding regularly and listening do really heavy hard-core music.Texting Sophie I am bleeding again she is telling me to stop but its harder than it looks.So addictive i say to myself over and over again while liying down.
The next day talking to Sophie she sais something that had changed my way for ever she said "If you cut again i will cut to!!" Makes me think so much about how much it affects other people so from then i never cut again. No one in my family new because i was always wearing long sleeve jumpers.The next day i am introduced to Sophie's friends: Molly, Chloe, Aisha and Megan out of all of them Molly and Sophie were my favorites!! Only after four days of knowing molly i ask her out!! As i would say i got rejected (basicly means she said no) but still we are great friends.
