bad for eachother....

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"Come on Aspen get up!" I turn around in my messy bed opening my eyes slowly looking at my phone to see the time. I here foot steps coming up the stairs to my door "I'm up!" "Good come down and have some breakfast then I will drop you off for your first day" I roll my eyes stretching as I step out of bed seeing myself in the mirror I cringe and get ready...

let me start from the beginning, hey my name is Aspen may I'm 5 feet tall have long ash blonde hair im 17 and my hobbies are art music and science (believe the lat one or not I dont care), i love going out drinking and i smoke I'm kinda a rebel but that work makes me cringe.... I basically just do what I want. I live here in Oregon now with my mum and dad we came here from my real home New York. Only me and my mum moved here only 2 weeks ago my dad is still there for a few more weeks finishing up his work then he will move here to be with us.being here two weeks early has given me time to kinda get used to it I still have no friends here I miss my best friend star I'm gonna visit her as soon as I can.i live art and I'm really focused on that as my main passion in life my brain can really Express alot and that also helps my music,I play bass,piano and sing my mum always made music a big part of our lifestyle. I dont really fit in and I'm worried that this new school is going to be hell but as soon as I graduate im leaving back to new york and staying there. This is just a bump in my long term plan.

"Finally Aspen god you are late all the time" "it's a personality trate mum"  rolling my eyes sitting at the kitchen island starting to eat the warm scrambled eggs served up by mum. "Oh hun that's not what your wearing it's your first day!" My mum looked me up and down still holding the little pot in her had  from dishing up the eggs she start laughing placing it down putting her hand on her hip I just shrugged "it's not bad mum" I continued eating hoping she would stop "Aspen it looks like you have no pants on, what are people gonna think" "see that were I check mate you, I simply dont care what people think" I reply with finger guns she just have me a look and I knew what she was gonna say next "Aspen put some pants on" I roll my eyes walking back up the stairs and enter my empty bedroom my mum was planning on going out this weekend to get more furniture for my room because at the moment there was only a bed and a set of draws. I just grab the first set of off white joggers from the box closes to the door putting them on I do some makeup and leave my messy blonde hair, I notice my mum heading to the car so I grab my bag and supplies and head down to the car aswell.

"Okay so I will pick you up at 4 this afternoon, or I can pick you up from any local coffee shop if you want?" "Yeah that's okay I will text you were I am at 4" I simply smile as we drive to the new high school, it took around 15 minutes and we were now parked out the front I was 20 minutes early before classes started "okay love you bye" I wave to my mum  as she smiles and drives off "oh thank god" I huff and turn to cross the road there was a indoor pool and big football club and feild across the road. Pulling my hood up I cross my arms around my chest and go over to the gates of the feild and slide down and sit on the hard concrete. It was a coldish morning. I put my bag in front of me and grab my pack of cigarettes put and put on in my mouth and start smoking it slowly in healing it closing my eyes, being here was giving me so much anxiety it was unbearable.

After being there for around 5 or 10 minutes I heard some giggling and walking from people down the path obviously coming to cross the road to head into the high school. I quickly got nervous butting out the last bit of the smoke and standing up and I was right there was three guys walking up and one took my eye right away he had blonde hair and blue eyes and it was like my world stopped I thought they were gonna say something but instead they stopped not even involving me they all started lighting up smokes as well. I just stood there awkwardly wanting another one but looking at the time well I had none I started to turn around and took a step out on the road looking getting ready to cross "hey! You are new" I look back ot was the blonde one he was smiling holding the smoke to his lip and then took a drag. "Uhhh yep" "I like your outfit no girl at this hell dresses like that" "tell me about it" the tall brunette guy giggled he was the only on out of the three who actually wasnt smoking. "Uh yeah I like comfort" I giggle Turing and joining them " I'm Daniel this is jack and jonah" he smiled "what's your name?" He asked I was getting lost in his eyes I couldn't help myself. "Uh Aspen, aspen may" I smile looking back at the front of the school to see people starting to head in. "You say uhh alot" Daniel laughed "trueee" jonah giggled looking up from his phone, I didnt know how to respond "dont worry we are just fucking with you were are you from" "new york I just moved here, what is there to do in this shit little town anyway" i laugh these guys seem chill.

"Theres parties every weekend normally at jonah's he has the biggest place and his parents are chill about it" jack responded "oh awsome I love parties" "mmhmm" Daniel butted his cigarette out and blew the last bit out. "Do you know where the office is I need to get my timetable" Daniel waited for anyone to respond no one did he took the opportunity "here! Let me take you" Daniel wrapped his arm around my shoulder pulling me in as we walked in to the front door but before we got in he stopped I saw jack and jonah carry on walking then I felt him sniff me "sooo you been smoking" he smirk his face was bent to be close to mine he whispered that in my ear which made me nervous. "Uhhh yeah isnt it obvious" I simply replied he laughed "we are gonna get on come on its over here" we kept walking to the office that was in front of us.