Shattered

Speechless

After reading the letter I just sit and stare at it. Andy tries to snap me out of my thoughts but I feel paralysed, like I have ice running through my veins. So many thoughts are going through my poor brain right now, if one more bad thing hits me I think I will break. "NO" I say snapping out of my thoughts, as I look around me I see every one staring at me like I'm crazy, my head drops. So many things to think about my parents.......but then it hits me Andy likes me. For a few seconds I forget all my problems, Andy actually likes me what? No guy has ever liked me before I'm usually called ugly and fat at our school, why would Andy like me. no I refuse to believe this note is real he's doesn't like me, no way would such a handsome boy like a ugly girl like me.

Wiping the tears off my face I gather the strength to ask Andy the truth. I get a hold of Andy's hand and and quietly ask "Andy is this note true do you have feelings for me?" as soon as i ask this Candice Edwards walks up to us. i envy Candice she is the prettiest girl at our school, she is also the richest and snobby. Today Candice wears a purple body tight dress, damn that girl is skinny! why cant i be skinny? Candice holds a sliver channel clutch which matches her channel stilettos and her blond air is curled into perfect ringlets. "Oh sorry to disturb your lunch Andy" "Its alright Candice" he says sounding a little annoyed. Now i don't think ill ever get the answer to my question because Andy will forge that i asked him and i don't think i will ever be able to collect enough courage to ask him ever again. " Hey Bayley can i ask Andy a very important question?" "go for it" i reply gingerly. "So Andy you know how we have that the school formal in a few weeks...."she trails off acting shy, urrg puke in my mouth! "yeah" Andy says like he don't know where this is going. "and i was wondering if you would like to go with me?" I'm frozen again and i feel like crying "i would love to go with you." my heart shatters into a million pieces, just like the shattered glass if my mirror. I knew that Andy didn't like me.

"i knew it the prettiest girl and the hottest guy in school would be the perfect couple for the formal, we will have so much fun.." "you didn't let me Finnish Candice, i would love to come with you to the formal but i have another very special girl that i want to ask" damn another girl i cant take this any more I'm going home closing myself in my room and crying my self to sleep. " who the hell would you want to go with! I'm the prettiest girl in school and you're rejecting me , who do you think you are! Is this a joke!" Candice yells so loud that it catches every ones attention in the food court, yep too embarrassing for me I'm going home, i quickly stand up and start walking away while hiding my face and i think nobody has noticed me when Andy yells "where the hell do you think you are going Bayley!" Andy startles me when he yells, I thought he hadn't noticed me leaving "home" I yell back still looking away with my face still hidden. "I still haven't answered your question Bayley!" "I don't care" I yell back " i have had a crush on you for so long...." I'm pretty sure the whole mall can hear us now, "but you've never noticed my feelings for you, all you saw me as was your friend someone who was always there for you, but now I'm gonna say whats on my mind and i don't care who's listening. I am in love with you Bayley Andrews, i have been since the first time i laid my eyes on you. I instantly freeze and turn to face Andy and see him standing on top of a table where every body can see him, hes smiling like an idiot. The whole food court is silent for a few moments all eyes are on Andy and I. "EWWWWW you like that ugly thing! shes the opposite of me I'm beautiful and shes horse shit!"

should i be offended? nah shes just pissed at Andy's prank. This is a prank right i keep asking myself. Candice swears at me and Andy a few more times before whipping her hair in days face and leaving. Whens Andy going to tell her this is a prank. "Andy tell her this is a prank please tell her this is a prank" I'm fighting back tears, Andy jumps off the table and everyone starts to get back to what they where doing before Andy just smirks "Bayley Andrews will you go to this years formal with me? " he looks into my eyes and picks up my hand delicately and places it in both of his.I know now that this was is not a joke all of this is serious as i realizes this all, the butterflies in my stomach come to life and i feel sick oh Andy asked me a question i snap out of my thoughts and choke out "yes i would" and give him a smile. " oh and Bayley the reasons i like you are that you are beautiful, nice, caring, trustworthy loving, funny...." we stand in one spot holding hands while Andy stands with forehead place on mine while he lists all the reasons that he likes me. "and finally you may not be perfect in the worlds eyes but you ae perfect in mine." "wow that took like an hour" i mock him" Andy checks his phone " that was only 5 minutes bay" and he pokes his tongue at me so i poke mine back at him.We walk around the mall for a bit looking at clothes, suddenly Andy stops in front of the water fountain grabs mu hands and looks looks at me with a really serious look on his face, this look makes the butterflies awaken again, i should have known he was just joking all of this was a prank and everyone was in on it, but Andy wouldn't do that to me would he hes my best friend "bayley will you be mu girlfriend" all my troubling thoughts melt away as he says this but i still don't believe this " girlfriend are you sure?" i start to tear up again damn what with me and being so emotional today. " yes girlfriend  and im sure abut it because i know that you'll ask that next" this brings a smile to my face and i know my answer "yes i will" as soon as i say this tears start rolling down my cheeks and Andy pulls me into a tight but gentle hug. " i cant believe it took me that long to ask you out " this makes me laugh which makes Andy hug me even tighter like hes trying to tell the world that i am his and nobody can change that. We stand hugging frozen in the moment while the world carries on and people pass us by.

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sorry guys for the very late update it took me extra long to put this chapter because i was busy. I really Hope you enjoy it, I loved writing it so cuteeeeeenext chapter...... will bayley find the note and tho is the person sending her these, what does he have to do with bayley.please if you likes this story vote, comment and share !!!!!!