So, yeah, bascially I'm a shit writer who's felt shitty with myself for awhile but I've come to the conclusion that that's what it's about.
Feeling shitty about myself is what pushed me to write. I knew I was good because of what a bunch of my teachers had told me and my mom and my friends and just the fact that I enjoyed learning about writing but when I feel super fuckin' shitty I write. And then once I write something super shitty because well yeah I'm a shitty writer boo-fuckin'-hoo I write some more because obviously when you do a shit job at something it makes you feel more shitty.
And yeah I feel shitty right now because I haven't been active on here in so long, it's been weeks since I've actually read something I wasn't be forced to read for school or something. I have no clue what the hell happened but something did and I just want to stop soul searching and just I have no clue what I want to do actually.
Fuck.
