0.3 ~ The First Lesson
It only took about 5 minutes for Alec to bust through my door. I am still in the same position, unable to move from the pain. I lift my head to see him breathing heavily, staring at my condition. "Oh my god," He breaths out, rushing over to me.
"I can't move, it hurts." I groan and he takes a seat next to me. I cry in fear as he begins to touch my shoulders, he instantly lets go and throws his arms up.
"It's Alec, Jade. It's me." He pleads. I relax slightly and nod, giving him the okay. He lifts me up from my shoulders and I collapse into his lap, my head resting on his leg. "What can I do?"
"Just hold me please." I cry out. He leans back against the headboard of my bed and pulls me into his chest. I can hear his heart beating a hundred miles an hour, just like mine. He holds my head as I sob into his chest, "It's okay, I'm here."
After I cry all my tears, I look up at him. He was looking back down at me, a worried expression on his face. My cheeks burned in embarrassment as I realize how ugly I must look. As if he read my mind, he sighs and says, "I know this might not be the best time, but you're so beautiful."
I buried my face in his chest again, not wanting to look at him. He chuckles at my reaction. How do I respond to that?
I gulp, "Alec?"
"Yes?"
I lock eyes with him again. "I know you said the deal starts tomorrow but-"
"Don't worry," He cuts me off, "I'm not going anywhere."
An hour had passed and I finally released myself from his grip. He pushes himself of the bed and positions himself on my bean bag. I sit up a little, wincing at my sore hips. "You don't have to sleep on the floor." I tell him.
"What do you mean?" He wiggles around in the bean bag, "This thing is comfy as hell."
I laugh and shake my head before throwing him over a fuzzy blanket. I stretch my arm out passed my bed and flick off the lights. The room falls dead silent. I let out a deep sigh. I start to close my eyes. Fear starts crawling up my stomach and I squeeze my eyes shut in frustration. It's not working, I'm still horrified.
"Alec?" I whisper.
"Hmm?"
"I, um... I can't-"
"I'm coming over." He says. I sigh in relief, happy he didn't make me ask. I hear him push himself off the bean bag and make his way over to my bed. Luckily I had a big window so it was far from dark. I saw him smile softly.
"No touching, no dirty jokes, no dirty thoughts, no dirty anything." I warn him and he just chuckles the slides next to me.
"Come on," he complains, "Just one dirty thought?"
I sigh in defeat, "Just one."
I look over and see him squeeze his eyes close with a huge smile across his face. "Mmmm," he moans dramatically. I reach over and slap his chest. I am smiling, but I don't want him to notice.
When we finally settle, I feel his hand slide over next to mine. "No touching," I reminded him. He ignores me and places his pinky finger over mine.
I open my mouth to protest but close it as he pleads, "Please?"
I scoff, "Okay. Just one pinky."
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When The Lights Go Out
RomanceFor the last two years of Jade Bellamy's life, she had been controlled by an extremely abusive boyfriend. The trauma he puts Jade through causes her to become somniphobic, resulting in her unable to sleep alone. Not able to escape the relationship...