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When he saw it his whole mood.

K - um so when did you find out.
M - I found out last week and I thought it would be a good surprise for our anniversary and I wanted to make sure you found out before Senior year started.







Said he tried to phone me, but I never have time
He said that I never listen, but I don't even try
I got a new place in Cali, but I'm gone every night
So I fill it with strangers so they keep on the lights
She said she told you she knows me, but the face isn't right










I said as my voice was cracking and tears streaming down my cheeks.



She asked if I recognized her and I told her I might



K - I need to leave um I dont know what you should do with the gifts tho.
M - okay by-
I was interrupted by my front door slamming and that's when my heart broke and I start sobbing my eyes out.


See, everywhere I go
I got a million different people tryna kick it
But I'm still alone in my mind, yeah






Alvaro's p.o.v
I was at mattia's when kairi came storming in.





I know you're dying to meet me
But I can just tell you this
Baby, as soon as you meet me
You'll wish that you never did
(You'll wish that you never did)






K - why the hell did you not tell me
A - bro what the fuck are you talking about.
K - about the fact that you never told me that mia was pregnant and I am gonna be a dad.
A - wait what.





Unh, look
I'm a real rare individual
I'm in the physical and the metaphysical
I know you need your alone time, that's critical
But I need some of you time, is that hypocritical?
Damn, you know I relate to you more than fam
So I won't sit around and let you sink in quick sand
Look, I know you got million dollar plans
And you tryna build a brand, living life in high demand
Swerving big b's, your bag got little g's
Gucci down to the socks like Biggie and Little Ceas'
Let's hit the Maldives and hide behind palm trees
Little red wine, weed, and a calm breeze
Cause baby, you been living life inside a bubble
When the last time you had somebody hug you?
Hold up, when the last time you had somebody love you?
Hold up, when the last time you love someone who love you?










That's when kairi pulled out a pregnancy test and a gift mia made for him.







You know that everywhere I go
I got a million different people tryna kick it
But I'm still alone in my mind







Mat - whoa bro your gonna be a dad.
K - ya I know.
A - why are you so mad tho.
K - because I told mia I don't love her anymore and when she showed me this I ran out and slammed the door but then after I heard her sobbing in your house.
A - oh shit I better check on her then.
Mat - why?
A - don't you guys remember she used to cut herself I dont want a fuckin repeat of last year.
K - fuck I didn't think of that but I'm pretty sure she is okay.
A - but what if she's not.
K - shut up alvaro we all need to make a pact that we will cut mia out of the group and will only bully her.
A - why tho that's my sister.
K - because alvaro if your nice to her then you are a traitor and I'm your best friend.
A - fine only because you guys are all I have.




I know you're dying to meet me
But I can just tell you this
Baby, as soon as you meet me
You'll wish that you never did
(You'll wish that you never did)








Mia's p.o.v
Alvaro is still not home so i think he is spending the night with mattia tonight. I was gonna text him but then he walked threw the door.




Stay up and have me all night on the rack
You know we say me have the wickedest talk
You always tell me say, me full of attitude
And you don't like mi friend 'cause she rude
Still I, pu-pull up in the Benz with the all-gold ting
Window down 'cause you have to see me with my king
What ya' sipping, boy I'm dipping, now ya' tripping off a fling
I be clipping off your wing, tadah





M - hi alvarito how was your day.
A - what the fuck do you want slut.
M - what are you talking about alvaro.
A - I know your pregnant and you cheated on kairi.
M - alvaro who the fuck said I cheated on kairi.
A - he did.
M - so you believe him over me.
A - well remember that mar situation
M - alvaro what's wrong why are you acting like this.
A

- because we all know you deserved what happened to you.





See, everywhere I go
I got a million different people tryna hit it
But I'm still alone in my mind





As soon as he said that my heart dropped. And I felt tears rolling down my face.

M - your not my brother who are you.

I said getting up from the couch and looking into his eyes to see blank. Then I felt a sharp pain on my face.






(I know you wanna, I, I know you wanna)
You'll wish that you never did, oh
(I, I know you wanna slip under my armor)
(I know you wanna, I, I know you wanna)
You'll wish that you never did



A - shut the fuck up hoe and go to your room the boys are coming over.
M - o-okay whatever I did alvaro I'm so sorry and I love you so much.

My voice was cracking and i was full on crying. I ran up to my room and layed on my bed I felt so alone and terrible for what happened today.











A/n
This took a while to write and think of so I hope that you like it I love all of you guys and I hope you like this story

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