Hey I'm Hope jayla evens. I'm 17 I'm In high school. I have light brown skin with big hazel eyes. I have long Brazilian hair that stops at my waist. I know what your thinking its weave but nah I'm all natural. My dad was Brazilian and my mom is African American. I haven't heard from him since my mom started doing drugs which has been about 2 years. He hasn't called or anything but its whatever. My mom is a deadbeat. She does drugs and drinks all day. She yells at me and beats me. She rapes me. She makes me make her feel good. She makes me watch her have sex with men and women. She says I need to Learn how to please a woman. I have gotten raped buy men because she owes them money. I have been pregnant 5 times and lost every one of my babies because I'm being raped. I've tried to kill myself but every time mom catches me and tells me see needs me and makes me have sex with her and I hate it. All do is cry all day long. In school its a different story I rather be there then home. I get called dirty nasty things and people found put that I have sex with my mom and random men and now girls and boys make me have sex with them and if I tell I will be dead. I know your saying why do you deal with this its because I have to. I have no one. No friends. No family. Nothing. But I do have faith that god will change my life around. I just hops its soon.
