Why do this keep happening to me. Why do I feel like people actually care when they don't I sobbed to myself. I didn't even finish my classes I felt horrible. I felt nasty. Most of all I felt ashamed. I sat in the locker room all day. Then I heard a sound I wish I never heard. Ringggg. It was the bell informing school was over. And that ment Brianna. I hated her so much. She was who everyone wants to be thick in all the right places. Perfect everything. She was my worst enemy also. We used to be close friends a year ago but it all changed because of one name. Ryan.
flashback.....
So I'm walking down the hall after math class talking to my friends lala and Brianna. They were trying to get me to go to there party.
You should go. Brianna said.
No you know I need to study.I replied.
Take a break girl you always studying. Said lala.
I said no. I replied
Please. Ryan gonna be there. Said Brianna.
I know I just....
Bitch listen here you are going to that party no if ands or buts you got it. Brianna yelled.
Fine I will go happy.
Yessd they screamed together.
So after school I did homework. Then six came around I started getting ready. I got in the shower and then hoped out. I put on lotion and did my hair. I put my hair in waterfall curls and put on some nude makeup am with gold earring and bracelets. I was wearing a black sheer dress with the body suite connected. So only my arms and legs would show. I put on my black red bottoms and took a couple slefies. Then I heard the horn beep outside. I told my mom I was leaving and left. As soon as we arrived you could see a bunch of people the party was trunt. We went to the kitchen got some punch and I went to go dance. My song came on dear old Nicki by Nicki minaj. I was just moving side to side when I felt hands on my waist. Then a heavy voice asking me do I want to dance?
I turned around to see my boyfriend Ryan there. Sure I replied.
You look beautiful baby. He kissed me.
Thanks. You good as well.
When we were together it felt so right. Like we were alone just us and I loved it. The song was coming to a end and he kissed my lips and looked me in the eyes and said I love you.
I love you to. I replied.
I'll be right back. He said no
OK. I said.
It was a while since he been gone. I had to pee so I started my way up the steps to the bathroom. I found it and peed. After I was done I started walking down the hallway and heard a familiar voice. I sounded like Ryan. I heard someone scream. I walked down the hall and opened to door. By time I got there I had tears rolling down my cheeks. I stood there and saw him making love to another girl. And once he stopped to look at me I saw who it was it was Brianna underneath him.
Why? I asked
Hope I'm so sorry I never ment to hurt you. You know I love you right?
Why Brianna we were like sisters.
I only used you to get to Ryan. Why would a fat bitch like you yo be my friend. She said with a smirk.
I was pissed. I Went up to her and punched to shit out of her. I kept going until I saw blood. You - punch- stink- punch- punch- punch-ass-punch- hoe-punch- I- punch- hate- you- punch.
This bitch had a nerve to spit on me. That bitch made the worst mistake of her life. I went over to her kept kicking her face. I stepped on it also. I stopped and look at Ryan. His ass standing in the fucking corner looking like a bitch. I said.
I'm not gonna beat your ass because your gonna regret what you just did. And with that I left.
Flashback over
Ever since she turned against me and everyone else to. I walked outside to see know body. I was happy then Brianna came out.
Hey you fat bitch. She pulled me in the alley way near school.
You ready she smirked.
She pushed me against the wall. I can't let this happen. I pushed. I kicked. It was no use. She kept going up my skirt. All I did was cry.
Please Brianna no.
Shut the fuck up you fat bitch. Your gonna give me what I want. She yelled.
Please someone help I yelled. I smacked her and ran. Then I felt a heavy object hit my head. I fell to the ground. All I rember was my clothes being ripped off and the world slowly disappearing.
Hi my beautiful readers I hope you like my book. Im new to this so leave your comments please. If you have suggestions let's me know. I appreciate it thank you.
~portia
