It's not easy, to have someone your heart opens widely and warmly.
The feeling was that sure that nobody is gonna get hurt again, guard yourself and be good to yourself.
Curiosity brought the destiny even further. That was not love but curiosity.
Time goes that fast, that I begin to realise this comfort, not a habit but truthfully a song of happiness from my inner organs.
Life was tough, I guess that is how I got to know how this really means to me. Because there must be the weight that measures how light it is when somebody comes and shares it with you.
Everything was too confused, to let go or to hold on. And the teaching says maybe it's not about the answer but the feeling, the journey, so I let it stay in that way.
All the pressures make me so insecure, but I bet to myself this time I'll let the time takes place no matter how long will it take.
Yeah so it took two months to realise it was totally just a feeling. There is no more confusion but my heart still chooses this way.
Jealousy comes because I got to see myself in that mirror, who on earth will own this girl.
It's not shaken anymore, it remains firm, only when I know it is the earth revolving.
The more I feel for myself the more I know this too soon will have to come.
It takes an impulsive courage to make this life decision.
The car leaves, leaving the flesh to the cold.
Over and over again, it will be repeating till that one day, once in our life.
- Friday 13.12.2014
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