Unrequited Love

9.

💗"Better to have lost and loved than never to have loved at all"💗

After 2 months.....

Suyesh's POV:

I shouldn't have said it to her.

I just burst out on her without thinking.

I'm regretting every word now.

I know I have hurt her so much which is beyond repair now.

I was stressed because of my work and she was blubbering like mad.

I just wanted to have some peace but she didn't understand it.

In the frustration, I've hurt her now.

It has been 2 months since I'm getting distracted from my work and the company is paying the bill for it.

Because of being distracted my company has lost so many contracts.

This was the reason I didn't want to get married.

A single girl can make your life heaven as well as hell.

Here I'm getting frustrated because I'm paying less interest in the office work rather than thinking about her.

I just wanted to think of a way to handle both professional as well as personal life.

But it doesn't mean I don't want her.

I want her in my life.

But sometimes we do need peace by staying away from it.

In frustration, I lashed out at her.

I shouldn't have done that.

After thinking a lot of talking to her so she will understand me.

So we can solve our issues.

After encouraging myself to talk to her I went inside our bedroom.

When I opened our bedroom she was sitting on the floor crying.

My heart broke by seeing her crying.

But she didn't look at me and sleep on her side on the best.

I was hearing her cries.

I wanted to talk to her but I couldn't.

After some time she dozed off.

She didn't kiss my forehead and didn't wish me good night also.

My heart was breaking by her ignorance.

Even she didn't hold my shirt at night.

In the morning I woke up but she wasn't sleeping beside me.

I thought to wait for her in the room. But she didn't come.

So I got ready and went to the office. I thought she will bring lunch but she didn't.