Oh no... I'm first in line after spacing out for a while and can hear the kid who was in front of me auditioning. Not bad I think to myself quietly. Now that I'm so close I am kind of panicking, I know Chris has old pictures of him and me before he left Australia in his dorm room and on his phone. That was before I dyed my hair silver and had a growth spurt everywhere but they might still recognize me from the many times I face timed Chris! While I'm lost in my thoughts looking at me and saying, " Eonni, it's your turn." I say oh crud noticing how strong my Aussie accent is. I walk to the enclosed area where I know JYP, Han, and Felix will be waiting for me like everybody else before me. I introduce myself in Korean, cringing how foreign I sound. " 안녕하세요! 저는 Lillith Bang Hyunsuk입니다. 난 18 살 부탁해" (Hello!, my name is Lillith Bang Hyunsuk. I am 18 please take care of me!) I add quietly looking at Felix, "You already know me." Felix shows recognition on his face along with sadness. He quickly looks away and whispers to Han and JYP, both of which look up at me and back at their papers. JYP clears his throat and asks, "What will you be doing for us today, your form says you are multi-talented. I nod my head and answer. " I will be performing the song Mirror and dancing to Monsta X's Stuck..." I trail off and look down at my feet. A female staff member to my right hands me a microphone and raises her fist slightly."Hwaiting eonni!" I nod and breathe slowly as Mirror starts playing. My voice cracks a couple of times and all I'm thinking in my head is, Crikey Imma fail but then I think of Chris and I finish Mirror strong as the Stuck starts playing. I stumbled on Jooheon's main part but continued without any more mistakes. Finally, I finish and slowly look at Felix, Han, and JYP. I see Felix get up and storms of to the side where he drags the other Straykids members out and says in perfect English, "Again." I do everything again not messing up at all this time and Felix talks rapidly to the other members in Korean." She looks like him, dances like him, and has the same tone as him!" All the members look at each other and Hyunjin looks angrily at me saying to Felix, "It's not right, she's shoving his death in our faces! It'll be living hell if we accept her!" I look away from Hyunjin and look at the youngest member, Jeongin aka I.N. Jeongin gives me a big smile and turns to the other members with the smile but sadness in his eyes, "Hey, it'll be fun to have a new member, and a girl is even better! Plus, she's really good." I smile slightly and look at Felix who nods to JYP. JYP looks at me and gives me a tiny smile.
*As promised, I started a new book! It is slightly sad because Chris dies in this book, but I do plan to make a completed book with this one! I hope everybody enjoys it, I already have several chapters written out and am writing more.*
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Stay With Me
FanfictionEver since that day, the day he died, I stopped making music. Every song lyric or random idea, everything was trashed. Including the music my cousin made in his early childhood...
