two chapters in one day to make up my absent ness. ;)
Irish Love 10
"Oh my gosh this is exciting!" Maiya said
"Hush up!" I whispered
"No way! Nialls asked you on a date! Harrys showing a keen interest in Nana! This is the best day of my life!"
"Not if Devine asked you out!"
She smiled and blushed. I knew my girl in and out. She liked him. The way he smiles, talks. Acts. She was whipped. Big. Mother fucking. Time.
"So whipped."
"You shut up!" we laughed and Savannah walked in
I promised I'd let them prep me, which honestly, Niall liked me so Andy says (Which is why I am saying such. Andy, I have to believe in Andy.) for this date of sorts. Oh, and I suggested Lou help them. They agreed. But not the Lou I had in mind. No. I meant Lou Teasdale. Who do they bring? Oh well of course they bring Tommo. Of fucking course.
Lou followed Savannah. I gave him a 'If I didn't love you so damn much and if you weren't my life I'd kill you' look.
"Gosh. They weren't kidding when they said you like to stay under the radar." He joked
"Be lucky it's you. Be damn lucky and rejoice it."
He hugged me and, the sap I am. Hugged him back. I love these boys. And I can't ever be mad at them. For long at least.
"Hey. Emiee. Your his Princess. I can tell."
"Oh really?"
"Yes. Emiee, Nialler, he talks about you, alot. Girl, he stops eating to talk about you. He smiles. Then he forgets his food and leaves the table. Emiee. You have to know he is falling, hard."
I always knew we'd find his princess when food was forgotten for her. But this. This is different. It has to be. I mean, me? But if this is true. I must have caught his eyes.
His beautiful icy blue eyes. Falling for my own icy green ones. That's enough to make my life. More.
I looked in Lous eyes and saw lots of emotion. Love. Happiness. Joy. Sass, of course. Honesty. Louis being the oldest has to know. Louis. Who would know he'd be the one to build up my confidence.
"You know, Tommo, your a hell lot important to my confidence."
He smiled and I saw his blue eyes. Not as emotional to me, but just as beautiful. Just as important. They're not the eyes I'm in love with. Not the very eyes, that are the reason I'm alive. But they are the eyes needed for my full happiness.
If those sassy, blue eyes were to leave, the sass part of me would be gone. If those Emerald green eyes that belong to the cheekiest boy in my life were to leave. The cheeky, pervy of me would be gone. If those innocent hazel eyes that belonged to the definition of young at heart were to be gone. The innocence, of my life would be dead. If those deep, shy brown eyes my modesty would be gone. Yet if those Humorous, Sweet, Generous, Cute icy blue eyes were to leave. Id have nothing. My hope, my faith, my world would be gone. If those icy blue
eyes were to leave this world. I'd be right behind them.
"Yes!" he giggled and clapped his hands.
I banged my head on the fridge. Ladies and Gentlemen. I'd like to introduce you to Louis Tomlinson. The boy who is one of my role models. And he's the normal one.
"Okay so well start with a basic-" I zoned out and stared at the dog at my lap
"I'm sorry I left you to this" her eyes said
I smiled. I knew she was being funny. You might think I'm a bonko pongo now. But Maizy is a reason I'm alive. And we have this connection. I can tell what her eyes say. And It's how I talk to my bestfriend. With her eyes.
Her eyes changed. They were sad eyes. I could tell. I know those eyes. I remember. They were the first thing I saw when I started waking to the world.
"It's okay Maizy. I'm here. And your why. So many people helped. But your the only one who helped just by loving me." I whispered to her.
She put her head on my shoulder. How we hug. I wrapped my arms around my Maizy. I breathed in her Irish scent. I smiled.
"What's?" I heard Lou mumble
"She's sad. She's remembering when Emiee was sick." Maiya quietly said
"How does she know?"
"It's simple. It may seem like I'm her bestfriend. But it's that Dog right there."
Lou stopped talking. Maizy lifted her head from my shoulders. I was about to cancel my date. But she licked my cheek and I saw her smile. Her eyes were happy again. I smiled right back at her and kissed her nose.
The cat yelled from the ground. I laughed. Because Maizy jumped right off my lap and started chasing Tipper.
My laugh seemed to break the pause and Lou finished my hair. My smile was still planted on my face. Because that brought my memory back.
Maizy had been watching anticipating right with me. She had seen how important the boys were to me. And she was right along with me. It was the boys first VMAs. 2012. The boys second year together. Two years strong I was. That was two years ago. But anyway. I had voted. Argued with 100s of beliebers for claiming the boys cheated. I had about 100 original votes for Most Share worthy. About 130 retweets. And I'd voted for Best Pop Video and Best New Artist about every day. Id gotten my family to vote. I'd prayed. And as they were announcing Best Pop I was crying tears of joy. They'd won Most Share Worthy with 28 million. Now moon mans are at stake. An honor. Justin was in this category. He always wins. I was worried. Then Katy announced. One Direction. And I saw the look of pride on Maizy. She loves them just as I. My face broke into a smile and I started crying. Hard. Crying. And then Tipper leaped in the room and Maizy started chasing him.
"Alright! Done! Now let's pick out an outfit!" Lou said
"What. No."
"I mean you pick your own outfit silly!"
I smiled in relief. I hugged Louis. He hugged me back.
"Hey. Lou, I want you to know something. You might think it's pathetic. But, to me. It's not. Lou. You saw me and Maizy today. The bond I have with her. It's different.
If I didn't have Maizy. I wouldn't have you boys. If I didn't have you boys. I wouldn't have Maiya. And definitely not Savannah. If I didn't have them. I wouldn't have dance.
I wish I could have my mommom back. I always do. Every minute of every day.
But the road I took, everything that I did. That I didn't. It led me here. Lou. If I ever do something crazy. Go cliff diving, anything. It's because it'll lead me to the life I want."
Maiya was looking from Savannah to me. Lou was hugging me. Savannah was fiddling with the door. I felt a lick. On my neck.
"LOUIS!" I laughed
