SUBSTITUTE

2- PAST AND MISSION

RJ'S POV

the whole house is quiet today because my two kids go to school early and Lisa she said that her officer call them for a meeting.

as if i care...

i remember what happened yesterday and i should feel pity or sad but i feel angry as she told me what are the right things i should do? the audicity of her to say that when she herself do a wrong thing before..

its already been Three years when the most horrible moment in my life happen..

FLASHBACK three years ago

"Yaya Lisa is not yet coming back?" i ask worriedly as i am holding Adam to make him fall asleep while swaying my body..

"she is not answering our call maam" 

that day Lisa and i have a fight because i dont want her to go on China because of the war i know i should let her because its her job but that time i am afraid maybe because of our kids and the thought that she will be shot dead gives me so much anxiety..

"call jisoo unnie she might know?" i told on yaya and put Adam down slowly on his bed.. because he is already sleepng..

i tuck him in his comforter and give him a kiss on forehead ..

same at Chester that is now cutely hugging her pillow..

"Maam" i look on Yaya that is giving me my phone..i quickly take it

"Jisoo unnie? did you know where Lisa is? she is not yet coming back and i am worried" my voice is shaky as i am nervous..

"oh? i dont know either" I heard her typing something and i know she's busy on her company , I'm kinda guilty to disturb her .. she did not speak for a moment so i just wait for her ..

"but she told me earlier about going in a bar?" she mumble unsure but still I heard it ..

"which bar unnie?"

"sorry Ruby Jane but she did not mention the name of the bar. dont worry i will find her too" she said and i nodded..

"okay unnie i will find her now" i end the call and told our maids to take a look of my two kids..

that night i enter all the bar i know in Sokor, wearing my pj and Lisa's big shirt only ,i dont care if other people laugh on me but i really want to found my wife and say my sorry..

then i remember the Bae Bar that is own by my best friend Irene, that is the only one bar i did not check so i am 100% Lisa is there..

looking at my phone its already 3:00 am and yet i am still outside finding my wife..

when i reach the bar i quickly dash inside, there's no many people already, i think its just ten people that is drinking on the counter.. and some waiter are here..

and i did not even see a simple glimpse of my wife's face or hair.. but still I look around eager to find her ..

"exuse me maam but are you looking for someone?" a waiter ask me giving me a weird look..

"ah yeah i am looking for my wife! she is tall and has a jet black hair if im not mistaken she wearing a brown leather jacket and black jeans!" i ask frantically ..
while gripping on the hem of my shirt..

"your wife maam?" he ask in confirmation and i nodded again..

"i think i see a tall lady earlier with black hair and wearing leather jacket with " he look at me hesitantly and i hold his arms to continue what he is saying..