We Met and Fell in Love (Zayn Malik) *ON HOLD*

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Zayn POV

"Zayn are you sure your ok...?" Louis said to me. I just nodded. I'm fine ...i think. I think i'm finally over her. I mean like i only think she is beautiful...smart...amazayn (Heheh see what i did there?)... and basically perfect. So yes i'm still over her and her perfectness.

"Zayn you have been out of it for the longest time...what's the matter mate?" Harry asked looking worried. We were all in our flat except for Niall who was moving into the flat next to us with Nina. I want that... i want that love. The perfectness they have...and i want it with...her.

"I'm fine guys seriously..." I said getting annoyed by them. I then just left the couch. I don't want to hear them.

I'M FINE. I AM HAPPY EVERYTHING IS PERFECTLY FINE IN MY LIFE. OTHER THEN THE FACT THAT THE GIRL I 'DON'T' LOVE ANYMORE IS FRICKEN 500000000 MILES AWAY FROM ME I'M FINE. I DON'T CARE.

"I think you do care..."

Shit did i say that out loud? I turned around to see Niall in the doorway...

"Why don't you tell me the whole story...and yes i know cause it's on my wedding video..." He said leaning up against the door. He came over and sat on the bed and patted a seat next to him. Ever since he has become the new daddy directioner. He feels like he needs to take care of us now which i guess is refreshing since Liam's advice had gotten a little stale.

"Well you see... I met her on the day of your wedding and well when i saw her i knew i had to talk to her. To met her...to be with her. She was perfect. Everything about her. But then once we kissed she told me she had to leave. I TRIED NIALL...I tired so hard to get over her...I even went out on a date with someone that was an easy fling but no i couldn't even think about going with someone else. I love her and i know i do. Now she forgot about me because she has a new boyfriend and well i feel like i was nothing to her. NOTHING!" I said now tearing from the pain. He just brought me in for a hug while i sniffled...cause you no i don't cry i....i...i sweat through my eyes.

"Zayn it's going to be ok...everything will be fine..." I just nodded.

"Thanks Niall..." I said smiling.

"You can tell me anything Zayn-y..." He said now getting up and leaving.  I think he sensed that i wanted to be alone. You know what i do when i'm alone i sing about my feelings. One of the many reasons why i love being a singer.

Baby you,

Got me sick,

I don't know,

What I did,

Need to take a break,

And figure it out

Yeah

Got your voice in my head,

Sayin' "let's just be friends",

Can't believe the words came out of your mouth,

Yeah

I'm tryna be okay,

I'm tryna be alright,

But seein' you with him,

Just don't feel right

And I'm like,

Ow!

Never thought it'd hurt so bad,

Gettin' over you-ooh,

And ow!

You're givin' me a heart attack