Forbidden k.th p.jm / k.sj k.nj

38.

It was silent, the air became heavy with the overflowing feelings that radiated from two males.
It was different.
Their backs locked flat against two opposite sides of a wall as they sat motionlessly in the middle of a Dimmed empty room.

"J...Jimin.. i-"

"I dont want to hear it..." Jimin shook his head slowly, feeling his heart quiver as he let his head drop to the frozen ground beneath them, his heart playing games as he bit down onto his lip harshly.
Why now, he just didnt want to be around the other. Not when this was happening "this all was a way to get back on my brother for what he had done to you, wasnt it?"

"H..how did you-"

"Because.... i know my brother..... you see he might be crule, but he is as predictable as a freshly polished glass... unlike somepeople" the smallers arm begun to shiver as he glanced down, digging his nails  down on his arm thirmly.
It had been a while scince this had happened.
Then again it has been a while scince he saw the elder, so many long years.
It sad to say, those were the best years of his entire life.

But now all those suppressed memmories were fludding in like a ocean of smug.
So thick and sickly to the eye, and he was drowning.
Drowning in his own mind which chocked him, if he was able to choose.
He'd rather die in his sleep, a gentle and painless dream.

"I..didnt mean for all this happen.."

"Whuch part? Y..you deceiving us ?Or lying while staring right into my eyes that stupid day..." Jimin felt his voice muffled as he shook his head helplessly, this might have not been anything more than a way to get his revange but to Jimin it was much much more.
It wasnt just a game, it was a whole new feeling which was so deviating in comparison to all he ever knew.
Which was fear.

The smaller took a deep breath as venomous sensation came over his arm, he couldn't help but notice the red crimson roses that bloomed once his nail dug so deeply he drew blood.
He forgot how painfull some of these memories were.

"Eve- h..hey whats wrong? Why are you shivering ..." Taehyung finaly opened his eyes to face the smaller from across the room, the taller wasnt sure what was worse.
The gentel smile or the river of tears that smuthered down the smallers cheeks.
Ofcourse.

The worst was the feeling of guilt that lingered over the youngers mind as he pulled himself forward, being held back by the suffocating chains that yanked him back as he reached forward.
His fingertips grazing past Jimins cheeks as the smaller bent forward, his head tucked into his hands as he knelt with his hands flat against the floor.

"Jimin...-"

"...J...Just be quiet... " Jimin looked up, his face painfully stricken with grief as he pushed his own hand roughly up to his spontaneous heart, leaving Taehyung frozen as he stared forward.
It sure felt like Jimin suddenly became different, but it didnt necessarily mean it was his foult.

"H..hey its fine..." Taehyung hissed beneath his breath as he turned his head to his side, this wasnt going to work at this rate.
He quickly sat back, slipping his shoelace inbetween the metal hoops before yanking his hand back harsly.
This wasnt the first time he was in this type of situation, but it was the first time that he had to care for someone other than himself.
And that thought itself didnt come lightly as he pushed himself forward, his arms just found their way around Jimin so tightly.
So thirmly.

But it didnt take long for Jimin to react as his fingers tangled into the others shirt, his nose pressed against the scent which entoxicated his sensors.
It took him a couple seconds before pulling away, a crimson rose blooming over his cheeks as he pushed the other away.

"W..s..sorry i didnt mean to-"

"What are you apologizing for?" Taehyung blinked in confusion, sure it was a small surprise.
But it felt nice.
Because he wasnt sure how much longer they had left.