P.H.A.T (Urban)

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  I sat at the dinner table uncomfortable my momma boyfriend was kind and I didn't mind him being white or the cause of my parents divorce but my twin brother couldnt stand him he stayed at my dads house often which I knew hurt my mom my eyes were darting back and forth between my mom and brother he hadn't spoken to her in months and my dad drop him off out of the blue tonight

'Jamal?" My mom spoke soft he ignored her and kept eating "Jamal." Still no response

"Jamal don't you hear your mother speaking to you." Timothy my moms boyfriend commented I hung my head down quickly jumping up because Jamal was about to knock his happy ass out

"Shut the fuck up aint nobody ask for you to say shit." My mom stood mad he was speaking to timothy like that

"Lil boy watch ya damn mouth."

"Ughh, ion give a f...." I pushed my brother up the stairs before my mom killed him

We entered his room and he slammed the door

"Mal do you treasure your life?" He sighed heavily

"I do Cece its just she acts like everything is fine like she didnt ruin our lives with that white man she cheated on dad with him he was the cause of the divorce and here they are sipping wine  like everything fine I hope he goes to hell!" I grabbed my brothers arm so he wouldn't go back down stairs

"Someone is knocking on the front door I'll be back don't move!" He sat down

I jogged down the stairs and opened the door i smiled and let Jamal's bestfriend Ceaser come in he was so sexy black and Rican mixed his light brown eyes were intense he was starting to grow a gottee and it was working he had a perfect body him and my brother played football for our high school I have the biggest crush on him but I knew he wouldn't want me i was to hippy and my stomach had to much of a pudge my thighs had no gap  my breast were to big and so was my ass besides Ceaser Rodriguez had a girlfriend one of the prettiest girls in school Piper Smith

"He's upstairs having a break down again just run up the stairs so my mom won't stop us to talk." He chuckled

"What happened this time?" I rolled my eyes

"The normal ." he shook his head Ceaser knew everything about my family him, me, and Jamal go back to diaper days

We walked in and Jamal was rolling a blunt

"Whats up man?" Mal looked at Ceaser

"Nothing." I looked out the window to see my mom and timothy pulling out the driveway

"You gonna hit up this party tonight." My brother was smoking and nodded

"Cece wanna hit."

I grabbed the blunt hitting in letting the weed take me to another place my parents divorce hurt me it did but I never was good at showing emotion like mal I hit it again handing it to Ceaser

"Are you coming Cece?" I looked at my brother

"Every time i go to those parties everybody seem to pick on me about my weight I rather not just hand me your lighter and ill spend my night smoking outside this house." Ceaser chuckked handing the blunt to my brother and I gave him the eye "what's a funny?" I had much attitude

"You ciara your not ugly okay you might be thick but your not sloppy fat so shut up about your weight your coming." It was my time to laugh

"Ceaser shut up you dont look at girls my size which shows me that I'm not all that attractive what sexy nigga you see strolling down the hallway with a girl my size?" The pause he gave pissed me off

" im not going I'll call Sammy to come over." Mal handed me the blunt i hit it knowing I was now offically fucked up

I pulled out my phone calling my bestfriend me and her go way back to diaper days too Sammy was the best thick you can get flat stomach fat ass big titties top lip percing she dressed good she was on point

"Hey."

"What are you doing tonight?"

"Going to that party " she paused "why? are you not going I'll stay with you if so ." I sighed

"No go have fun I'll see ya at school tomorrow."

"Kay love you bye." Jamal was looking at me

"So, her fine ass going." I laughed nodding he had a crush on her and what was even funnier was she had a even bigger crush on him me and my twin looked nothing alike he was lighter then me with curly hair really took after my dad hazel eyes and all I got my dads dark skin complexion or was it my moms ? Im not even sure

"Let's go.!" Jamal grabbed his keys

"Are you spending the night?" Ceaser nodded

I walked them to the door and watch my brother pull out the drive way in his brand new black Mercedes Benz my dad bought him for our birthday I got a porshe and lord everybody wanted a ride yet none of the liked me always talking about my weight

My dad came busting threw the house seconds later scaring me

"What in the hell I almost had a heart attack nigga knock." My dad laughed he was the best father or man ever why my mom ruined it i have no idea my dad owns a multi billion dollar company and spoiling wasn't even the word my dad did to me and my brother at the age of 16 me and my brother had matching rang rovers mine is white and my brother has a black one now at the age of 17 me and my brother have two expensive ass cars all to ourselves

"Where is your mom ?" I shrugged

"She couldn't handle the truth so her and Timothy left to go somewhere." I lived in a mansion ,when my mom and dad separated he let her keep it and he moved in another one he owned

"Baby girl your mom and I issues go deeper then timothy tell her I came by we need to talk."

"Kay bye dad ." he kissed my forehead leaving

I let out a sigh I was lonely on Sunday night just perfect.